I've noticed an uptick after new years this year. I have a Married women older than me by about 4 years really excited to see me all this January (we've know each other going on 3 years now). She was out with her husband, and showed her interest in me even in front of him (not sure if she's told him about me). Anyway, she's got that chirpy voice that I've Always fallen for. She's got a gymnastic personality, cheerleader personality, and librarian. She is Certainly post-wall. Ok, so I'm in my prime in my early 40s BEcause I've reached my highest earning And my looks quite frankly (while older and a bit wrinklier) are better than ever due to diet/moderate exercise. So, post-wall women have 3 things that make them post-wall: melted/melting face, droopy shriveled t!tties, loose pvssy or cheddar unshapely (as before) as5. She probably has all those things, but I still like her voice and her personality and her being so undercover for me or secretive in body language (about what she Really wants to do if she only could *wink wink). We have an understanding and if there weren't people around, then I'm quite sure she'd take me physically then and there. I can feel, as of today, that she is losing control in her feelings for me. A few months ago, she was overly touchy feeling with her hands on my hands as if she was trying to send me a message even though there were other people (who know she's married) all around. She made a point to touch me More than any normal person should/would have in that situation.
Of course, I get a hard-on about 5 minutes afterward when I reflect on what our encounter was like each time. I naturally do things that make her REMEMBER me (tone of voice or long draw of an intonation - just spur of the moment, and I'll tell you why, it's because she is Very like the woman who changed me forever back in 2005, she has the same chirpy voice that draws me in and that I can banter with second nature as if cousins growing up). When I do things by accident that makes her more and more and more attracted to me, when I make no wrong moves, because she thinks highly of me, and because we started off 3 years ago on a weird though memorable note - first impression was good, middle impressions were good, and today still yet after idk 200 encounters over the years with her, all have been pretty much sparky. It's Rare that happens. Of course, we're talking about post-wall woman, so a higher-value woman would have SEVERAL more options and wouldn't be so spell-bound by me. She's trying to see if she's still worth it, I bet, if she can still turn a guy like me on (I'm sure I'm seen as badas5 badboy, can probably fvck her real fine boy). This brings excitement to her life. She was real religious (and may be still is), a churchgoer or worker but claims to be converted Jewish via husband.
We started off with me telling her about a sci-fi short story I'd read (though she didn't know that I was drawing my speech from this recent read - she thought that I was expressing to her the real reality of 8 ft 120 lb aliens that use a sparker to their necks to get "drunk" like we would with alcohol). I told her of a Tavern in Siberia that all of these aliens beam down to. It kind of came outta nowhere, the relay of this info (that is indeed REAL). It enliven creativity or vision in her that 1st day of meeting her. It was risky for me to share that, but I did it anyway. I am in a better way now though that I was then (2016) and can speak with her very seducing January 2019.
I'd certainly fvck her, but I think I'd rather it be in the dark, though her face and smile is cute. Her mom body just wouldn't do it for me, but in the dark, it'd just be 2 lovers that shouldn't be loving as it would be so Wrong. I'm certain she thinks about me today, tomorrow, and next week, and even while in the act with her husband.
