Blacksheep
Master Don Juan
I'm posting it cause I'm feeling really lost this time.
I started a LTR some months ago, basically I think I deceived myself cause I was dealing with depression that time and maybe I believed that this girl was the only one by my side. Also I was fighting with a STD infection cause I got a girl and I felt really bad (I was not on that LTR when it happened) and start blaming myself for that mistake.
So now that everything is going ok, I'm just figuring that women pretend to be something all the time, and that one that I thought that was the right one is just the same as other girls. I'm observing some small lies and I think this could become biggest lies someday.
I would like some advice to understand it better.
Thanks
I started a LTR some months ago, basically I think I deceived myself cause I was dealing with depression that time and maybe I believed that this girl was the only one by my side. Also I was fighting with a STD infection cause I got a girl and I felt really bad (I was not on that LTR when it happened) and start blaming myself for that mistake.
So now that everything is going ok, I'm just figuring that women pretend to be something all the time, and that one that I thought that was the right one is just the same as other girls. I'm observing some small lies and I think this could become biggest lies someday.
I would like some advice to understand it better.
Thanks
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