My girlfriend broke up with me. I did something horrible to her.
she broke up with me.
One night she's all "I love you I can't wait to see you tomarrow" and after that a guy told her sister what I did to her three months ago. Her sister forced her to break up to me or shed tell their parents. I wake up to a text messege saying she was done with me.
The break up went ok. I was fine. I did not eat for 36 hours because I was physically sick from the breakup but I started eating again and felt better.
Last night she sent me a FB messege saying that she did not want to delete me from her memory. I cracked and I went from getting over her to wanting her back. I tried my best to convince her. She kept saying no she was done with me. I kept saying us and we and she kept saying I.
I told her about how for the past year I lied to her. I told her that I hooked up with a lot of girls. the truth is she was my first everything at age 17. I mastered the art of faking it until I made it.
I wanted to keep destroying myself for her, I thought if I destroyed myself enough for her she would take me back. I publicly announced everything over Facebook. Now all of my friends know that I'm a fake. I still don't even have the girl. I make her look like a princess, I'm just a pile of ****.
I am left with nothing. I have no man cards left. I gave up all of my pride for this girl. I'm not Brad anymore. I'm no one. I'm feeling really suicidal right now. I have no friends, family, or girlfriend I can turn to anymore.
I still want her back bad. I have so much regret. She still says she loves me but do to her sister finding out it's a permanent break up. If it was not for her sister we would still be together.
I need help DJ's. I'm back at point 0. I'm no longer brad. I'm no one. I'll never get this girl back. I need to build myself up again. I don't want to feel like this or do anything to myself I will regret. help please.
she broke up with me.
One night she's all "I love you I can't wait to see you tomarrow" and after that a guy told her sister what I did to her three months ago. Her sister forced her to break up to me or shed tell their parents. I wake up to a text messege saying she was done with me.
The break up went ok. I was fine. I did not eat for 36 hours because I was physically sick from the breakup but I started eating again and felt better.
Last night she sent me a FB messege saying that she did not want to delete me from her memory. I cracked and I went from getting over her to wanting her back. I tried my best to convince her. She kept saying no she was done with me. I kept saying us and we and she kept saying I.
I told her about how for the past year I lied to her. I told her that I hooked up with a lot of girls. the truth is she was my first everything at age 17. I mastered the art of faking it until I made it.
I wanted to keep destroying myself for her, I thought if I destroyed myself enough for her she would take me back. I publicly announced everything over Facebook. Now all of my friends know that I'm a fake. I still don't even have the girl. I make her look like a princess, I'm just a pile of ****.
I am left with nothing. I have no man cards left. I gave up all of my pride for this girl. I'm not Brad anymore. I'm no one. I'm feeling really suicidal right now. I have no friends, family, or girlfriend I can turn to anymore.
I still want her back bad. I have so much regret. She still says she loves me but do to her sister finding out it's a permanent break up. If it was not for her sister we would still be together.
I need help DJ's. I'm back at point 0. I'm no longer brad. I'm no one. I'll never get this girl back. I need to build myself up again. I don't want to feel like this or do anything to myself I will regret. help please.