I give up...

[MyNameIsTaken]

I give up. I'm just not fit to be a DJ, lol. I just don't get it, I can't approach due to my own conscience, I'm shy around chicks, I'm nervous, and I get "down" alot. It almost seems as if chicks try to avoid me. Same with the more popular kids in my school, they do talk to me, but when it gets out of class they totally forget me lol (not to be gay).

What I don't get, is why. I mean, if you ask me, I'm pretty God damn awesome. I love rock music; I play the guitar; I write songs; I kick ass at singing; I'm funny (most of the time); I'm dead sexy (seriously); I can beat anyone at track; I don't take **** (I'd be on them like Oprah on a baked ham); and I make fun of stoners, gays, and nerds. I may not be in a band, but I sure as hell could form or join one if I tried. Maybe my problem is that I don't actually show or tell people all of my talents, and maybe they think I'm a loser. I don't know.

But seriously, I never can approach any chick. I'll try all I can, but it doesn't work. And the popular chicks just ignore me. I'm a ****ing social outcast! Maybe I could just try and strike up a conversation, but I can't! I seriously ****ing can't! It's like my own mind is against me, God damn it! I'll try all I can, I'll tell myself what it'll feel like if I don't do it or, or I'll tell myself, "I thought this was America! Isn't this America? I'm sorry I thought this was America!(quoting South Park)". And it still doesn't work damn it!

Girls are just so impossible to figure out! They'll look at me and stuff (you know, that look where they turn around just to look at you), but that's it! It seems like I get ignored or forgotten about the rest of the time! They're all silent and ****! But then again it could be me. I don't smile, ever, at girls(due to braces). Whenever I see some chick look at me, I turn away most of the time.

This is all just confusing lol! Just like math! And God I hate math! Perhaps it's just me exaggerating how bad it really is, and just need to do something different, but I don't know. But I don't want to turn to drugs lol. I'm supposed to be making fun of stoners, not becoming one!

 

[A&F Brand Cologne]

Originally posted by MyNameIsTaken
and I make fun of stoners, gays, and nerds.

you're just reeking of self-confidence.

can I be like you too?

 

[MyNameIsTaken]

Re: Re: I give up...

Originally posted by A&F Brand Cologne
you're just reeking of self-confidence.

can I be like you too?

:crackup:

Well not really literally, I only make fun of them if they do or say something I don't like lol. I'm not a bully or anything.

 

[xomel]

okay, you dont need to write a post announcing your failure and exit.

 

[Agressor]

Originally posted by MyNameIsTaken
I give up. I'm just not fit to be a DJ, lol. I just don't get it, I can't approach due to my own conscience, I'm shy around chicks, I'm nervous, and I get "down" alot. It almost seems as if chicks try to avoid me. Same with the more popular kids in my school, they do talk to me, but when it gets out of class they totally forget me lol (not to be gay).

What I don't get, is why. I mean, if you ask me, I'm pretty God damn awesome. I love rock music; I play the guitar; I write songs; I kick ass at singing; I'm funny (most of the time); I'm dead sexy (seriously); I can beat anyone at track; I don't take **** (I'd be on them like Oprah on a baked ham); and I make fun of stoners, gays, and nerds. I may not be in a band, but I sure as hell could form or join one if I tried. Maybe my problem is that I don't actually show or tell people all of my talents, and maybe they think I'm a loser. I don't know.

But seriously, I never can approach any chick. I'll try all I can, but it doesn't work. And the popular chicks just ignore me. I'm a ****ing social outcast! Maybe I could just try and strike up a conversation, but I can't! I seriously ****ing can't! It's like my own mind is against me, God damn it! I'll try all I can, I'll tell myself what it'll feel like if I don't do it or, or I'll tell myself, "I thought this was America! Isn't this America? I'm sorry I thought this was America!(quoting South Park)". And it still doesn't work damn it!

Girls are just so impossible to figure out! They'll look at me and stuff (you know, that look where they turn around just to look at you), but that's it! It seems like I get ignored or forgotten about the rest of the time! They're all silent and ****! But then again it could be me. I don't smile, ever, at girls(due to braces). Whenever I see some chick look at me, I turn away most of the time.

This is all just confusing lol! Just like math! And God I hate math! Perhaps it's just me exaggerating how bad it really is, and just need to do something different, but I don't know. But I don't want to turn to drugs lol. I'm supposed to be making fun of stoners, not becoming one!

We dont have time for your failures in life, you dont have what it takes

 

[October]

You're in denial (you reek of insecurity), you're making excuses, and you don't want to change or you're too lazy to is what I think. Have you tried reading the bible?

 

[Pure Drive +]

I can't really read your stuff, because you're on my ignore list but Aggressor kinda quoted you. Damn, that is some sad ****. If you keep thinking like that, well you're gonna be just another mediocrity in the world.

Have a good time being average and living an unsatisfactory life crying yourself to sleep everynight thinking about what you "could've been!!":wave:

 

[DJoneday]

First off - It's not cool to give people **** based on nothing but what they like to do in their spare time. If some guy likes to smoke a little herb every day, that's his deal and he doesn't need you to give him crap about it.


But the problem seems to be your attitude. If you actually believed that you were this great guy you've made yourself out to be, then you wouldn't have any problem approaching. As is, you're just giving up before you've evern started.


I wouldn't quit, but that's just me.

 

[blinkwatt]

well. dude your gonna have to give me some examples of how you approach the girls,it could be that.are you one of those hard asses?always likes to argue?smells?dont take care of yourself?personal appearance and grooming is important.

 

[assassin]

you remind me of a friend of mine who tries to hard

 

[Vincent]

Either leave or buck up. No one's gonna listen to you cry.