Everyone, or at least some of you have read my endless complaints about how I just couldn't get laid. But now it is no more, EUREKA I have it, Casanova make way for the man and smell the scent of victory. Cause I have been there baby, I have been there soo much lately.
All the time the thing that has stopped me was in my head, I just couldn't see myself having sex, so I ran from it or I screwed up for myself. But this one night I followed a woman home, altough she was just a plain five (and I still vote low compared to most guys, a five is a five and does not become an eight just because I like her!) it was still an experience. It just happened. I do suck totally in bed, but that's another story
All this time I have had that bad feeling of not looking good enough. But that is not true, I have crippled myself into looking at myself as being more ugly than I am, much more ugly. I just wouldn't see anyone who flirted with me, I was blind of all the interrest the girls showed me. But now I see it, hey, I have had sex with three women in two weeks...
Actually I look rather good. A five at least. I just think about the possibility when looks no longer are the main problem, there are no problems for me currently.
Just want to share my joy with you all, and thank this site for bringing me up from the hellhole of temptation with no touching allowed to become what I am!
All the time the thing that has stopped me was in my head, I just couldn't see myself having sex, so I ran from it or I screwed up for myself. But this one night I followed a woman home, altough she was just a plain five (and I still vote low compared to most guys, a five is a five and does not become an eight just because I like her!) it was still an experience. It just happened. I do suck totally in bed, but that's another story
All this time I have had that bad feeling of not looking good enough. But that is not true, I have crippled myself into looking at myself as being more ugly than I am, much more ugly. I just wouldn't see anyone who flirted with me, I was blind of all the interrest the girls showed me. But now I see it, hey, I have had sex with three women in two weeks...
Just want to share my joy with you all, and thank this site for bringing me up from the hellhole of temptation with no touching allowed to become what I am!