I am bored

[PhoeNixFalls]

I am bored. There is nothing more terrifying than to hear those words, especially coming from myself. Although I can not remember how long I have felt this way it is something I do not wish to keep occurring. One thing I have noticed is the fact that I have not been myself. I have been trying to become something I am not and that is intellectual.

I can not correct what I do not know, my faults, which is most important. Although I have brought unto myself what most people would find to be a good trait. It has not worked for me for I am not capable of dealing with things beyond me. Acceptance into anything is always what a person wants. It is what I want, but being myself was never something I found to be something people admire. I can not change what has past although I may attempt to better the future.

Is thinking outside of the box better than not? I am confused because I do not know how to judge things. Perhaps I am just confused. I can never make a decision and if I do. Questioning whether it was worth it or not is in my head for more than is wanted.

What I am trying to say in this long rabble is that I am unsure about most things you would find to be simple and easily answered. I have not done what most of you have already done, such as having a girlfriend/boyfriend, going on a date, having my first kiss. I am 17, does it get worse or better? I want to ask a girl out maybe even to prom, but no car, no money and I find myself to be boring. In the simplest terms, I need assistance.

 

[LikRetsam]

I have an unimaginable amount of fun in Morocco yet my friends there have no money. Let alone a car.

Why do you depend on such things? Why are you boring or why are you bored, or are they both linked?

You my friend, have obviously not read the sticky that has the words "MUST READ" in caps. Let me introduce you to the search feature top right.

Welcome to the Don Juan Highschool discussion forum!

 

[masteralios]

likeretsam

ur from morroco

 

[LikRetsam]

Indeed. But ensue such a conversation elsewhere and don't ruin this guy's post. PM.

 

[PhoeNixFalls]

I have been reading these boards for sometime. The search feature, which is unique on a forum, didn't really help me in my search for answers.

From my own analysis, I find myself to be boring because I generally don't have much to say in most situations. A simple comment, smile, or laugh is the basis of most of my conversations with women. Correcting the problem is not as simple as flicking a lightswitch.

I do not have the luxury of simply chilling with friends at random. My mom is fairly strict with me, she is pretty paranoid about everything. To get to where I need to go a car is simply a necessity in Miami (The beach, etc...) and having the money is common sense.

 

[LikRetsam]

Go out with your mom and build up your relationship with her. It will eventually solve your money AND car problems. But once again, you don't need money. If you do, then stfu and get a job.

 

[JSH]

It gets better, no worries, roughly what time do you tend to come on and do you have an email address