Bobert
New Member
*(Deep breath)* I am an afc.
I started coming to this site about 2 years ago, and started to change my ways, for the better. I got out of my ways, started being sure of myself, getting girls, etc... IT WAS GREAT. and it works.... but now i'm in a rut. See... back then i met a girl, one who i should have stayed away from, she isn't the perfect girl, or anything like that, i am not putting her on a pedistal or anything, she was just cool.... and she wanted me. I made her chase me around for about a month, then we started dating and everything was great... for about 4 months... LIFE HAS BEEN HELL SINCE THEN. .. Scared of commitment she told me... just be friends.... blah blah blah... but she loved me, and i loved her. She started hooking up with other guys... and told me she loved me... she kept hooking up with other guys... and told me i was her reason for living.... she kept hooking up with other guys...in front of me... i damn near lost my mind.
I LOST IT.... now.... its about a year and a half since then... she still loves me she tells me. And i love her...
she has hooked up with countless guys.... ....and she still loves me... im her best friend....... she just likes having me around....
I once told her that the only reason she kept doing this was that i let her...... you know what she said.... "YOU'RE PROBABLY RIGHT!"
Dont do it guys.... dont lose yourself because of a girl... dont let her rule your whole world.....
in the past 2 months ive been coming back here... and trying to find myself again ..the real me... and i even had the chance to hook up with some girls..........
I HAD A GIRL NAKED IN MY BED AND COULDNT DO IT! im a loser...
i lost myself....
i recently hooked up with a few girls.... and i'm extremely happy when i'm not around my ex..... but when i am around her it's like i lose myself again...
i dont know what my problem is... love or desperation? because she's over me, and i'm basically just a security blanket to her. I'm not fooling myself, i know the truth -- she is bullsh!t. . dont lose yourself guys.... dont be like me.
I'm trying to find myself again.... hopefully the next post you read will be a bit cheerier.
I WILL BE A DJ AGAIN!!!
I started coming to this site about 2 years ago, and started to change my ways, for the better. I got out of my ways, started being sure of myself, getting girls, etc... IT WAS GREAT. and it works.... but now i'm in a rut. See... back then i met a girl, one who i should have stayed away from, she isn't the perfect girl, or anything like that, i am not putting her on a pedistal or anything, she was just cool.... and she wanted me. I made her chase me around for about a month, then we started dating and everything was great... for about 4 months... LIFE HAS BEEN HELL SINCE THEN. .. Scared of commitment she told me... just be friends.... blah blah blah... but she loved me, and i loved her. She started hooking up with other guys... and told me she loved me... she kept hooking up with other guys... and told me i was her reason for living.... she kept hooking up with other guys...in front of me... i damn near lost my mind.
I LOST IT.... now.... its about a year and a half since then... she still loves me she tells me. And i love her...
she has hooked up with countless guys.... ....and she still loves me... im her best friend....... she just likes having me around....
I once told her that the only reason she kept doing this was that i let her...... you know what she said.... "YOU'RE PROBABLY RIGHT!"
Dont do it guys.... dont lose yourself because of a girl... dont let her rule your whole world.....
in the past 2 months ive been coming back here... and trying to find myself again ..the real me... and i even had the chance to hook up with some girls..........
I HAD A GIRL NAKED IN MY BED AND COULDNT DO IT! im a loser...
i lost myself....
i recently hooked up with a few girls.... and i'm extremely happy when i'm not around my ex..... but when i am around her it's like i lose myself again...
i dont know what my problem is... love or desperation? because she's over me, and i'm basically just a security blanket to her. I'm not fooling myself, i know the truth -- she is bullsh!t. . dont lose yourself guys.... dont be like me.
I'm trying to find myself again.... hopefully the next post you read will be a bit cheerier.
I WILL BE A DJ AGAIN!!!