I’m so fvckin Disappointed in myself: Gotta change

[nicksaiz65]

I’ll keep this short and sweet. But I’m so fvckin disappointed in myself right now. I just failed the HELL out of my math test. I knew nothing.

I had to leave town to play a music performance so I didn’t have time to study over the weekend like I wanted. And the other days were taken up with work. Knew I should’ve studied instead of having a girl over on Sunday too.

So I’m most likely screwed now. At least I’m learning life lessons. Start early. Like months early. I have the syllabus so there’s no reason not to.

Instead of spending all this time to “fix myself” I will just spend it on my life. I’ve seen results in Seduction but not in my life goals. I’ll mainly be working on gym and hair for Seduction, and let it take care of itself.

But I’ll never give up. I’ll keep moving on from here. And I WILL get my engineering degree. I’ve gotta focus more on my life than “fixing myself.”

 

[Billtx49]

The most important items first. Short term seduction or long term financial goals, you decide.

 

[nicksaiz65]

The most important items first. Short term seduction or long term financial goals, you decide.

You’re right man. I just can’t believe I let this happen. I had 4 whole days, and then suddenly it was the day of the test and I hadn’t studied.

I really am involved in a lot of stuff between engineering coursework, my organizations, social stuff, and my music. I think I’m not really gonna be able to “go hard” on myself like I’ve been doing. I’m just gonna have to do hair and the gym along with my other stuff.

Hopefully I haven’t messed myself up long term. I had an easier time in these classes before I was like “oh I’ve gotta change.” I’ve really got to be more responsible.

 

[Billtx49]

We all get sidetracked from time to time, just don’t stay sidetracked. Focus on your goals and life mission. Once you do that, chasing poon is only a spare time hobby.

 

[nicksaiz65]

We all get sidetracked from time to time, just don’t stay sidetracked. Focus on your goals and life mission. Once you do that, chasing poon is only a spare time hobby.

Thanks for the encouragement bro

 

[wifehunter]

The pain of mistakes is valuable. ..but only if you learn from them.

 

[Papa_smu]

We all get sidetracked from time to time, just don’t stay sidetracked. Focus on your goals and life mission. Once you do that, chasing poon is only a spare time hobby.

I second that. There were plenty of times I got sidetracked and it lead to some painful mistakes. However, it's getting back on track is what is most important.

What works best for me is focusing on one or two challenging goals at a time. You don't have to give up everything else entirely, time is being allocated mostly in those important things.

 

[ImTheDoubleGreatest!]

Pssshhht, I studied for my ****ing chem test and got ****ed over. So say you have the solubility and are trying to find Ksp, you convert from g/L to molarity instead. Easy enough. But then you find the x values to multiply it with right? We’ll Ksp = [M1][M2]^4. Basically that means 108x^5. What ****ed me over was that I multiplied by 108 before raising it to the 5th power. You are supposed to raise it first, THEN multiply by the 108 to get Ksp. ****

But now say you are trying to find solubility from Ksp instead. You have to divide by 108 before raising it to the 1/5th power. Which ****ed me over again. You know why? BECAUSE PEMDAS DOESN’T ****ING WORK!!! And I got a 69.7% on my test now when I should have had a 94% or something like that. Spent 3 hours in the exam room for only 33 questions. RIP life. I understand the concepts perfectly. It’s just poor execution, simple mistakes. It was like that on my last 2 exams for that class too. The harder I study, the worse I do. FML. I hope to all hell that everyone else does bad so that I get a curve at least. I need an A but it looks like I’m getting a C, maybe a B if I’m lucky.