I can't believe I'm about to write this, hopefully some advice will be able to be provided.
I have a loving wife.My wife and I have been married for 17 years and have a 16year old son! I work for a small company of 13 people, and we hired someone five months ago. She is a 42year old 5ft10 tall heterosexual curvy hourgllass shaped attractive brunette. She has very large massive breasts and she does have a big butt. She has very olive skin. Most of her outfit are satin pant and skirt suits satin coats and satin and silk blouses. She is always on high heels and full make up on. She is curvy, tall and busty, so many clothes tend to look sexier on her than on a thin person. She wears almost always her satin and silk blouses fully buttoned to the top combined with a satin skirt or satin pants. She doesn't wear anything vulgar but because of her body type anything she wears looks tight on her. She is 5ft10 tall and and being well endowed well built and curvy always on high heels makes her HUGE! She is married for 16 years and she has a 14 year old daughter. She is very serious, arrogant, and stuck up. I was instantly extremely attracted to this woman, so much so that I could barely even look her in the eye at first. Still, she would try to start conversations with me here and there, which was really nice. Very early on I had a hard time just standing close to her. I felt an electrical charge if she touched me.
I’m severely attracted to this woman new colleague. She is objectively very attractive, much hotter than any woman I’ve ever slept with. In fact, most men in office also find her attractive. Also she is always dressed in satin an silk clothes which doesn't help the situation.But she never wears anything trashy. She dresses in mainly form fitting satin and silk fashionable clothing. She has a more stylish sense of fashion but she keeps herself well covered. She is not particularly fond of wearing revealing clothes. She prefers to wear covered, yet form fitting fashionable clothes. It is pure physical attraction, not emotional. I am too sexually attracted to her. I just can't help myself because this is the way that I am, this is how my body react to her and her shiny form fitting clothes.She is so radiant and tall and big and soft. I am thinking about sex with this woman new colleague all the time. It's gotten so bad I've raced home after work to masterbate thinking about her.
It is pure physical attraction, not emotional.Also this woman is kinda dumb. Sometimes she says some really stupid/ignorant things. Her geography is extremely bad. If somebody asked her if Australia was in southern or northern hemisphere she wouldn't know. She knows nothing about politics or the ongoing affairs of the world and thinks history is boring. To be honest the reasons I'm drawn to her are her looks and her clothes. Also she is upper middle class,stuck up snob. She is completely stuck up, spoiled and arrogant. She's a deeply unhappy woman and the only way she can feel better about herself is by feeling 'superior' to others. .
There is this annoying lesbian skinny really short like 5 ft 3 ugly wrinkled face thin lips green eyes gray haired masculine 55 year old woman in my office. She is our boss's first cousin. On this hot woman new colleague's second work day this little dyke started rubbing her back in the hallway while she was standing behind her. Since then this midget lesbian regularly massages her shoulders and back. Also she always link arms with this woman new coworker and walks leaning into her. But also she constantly gropes this woman new colleague.This midget likes to grab at her breasts and butt. It is bizarre. This woman new colleague is 5ft10 tall, well endowed, well built, curvy and always on high heels. She is physically stronger than this annoying lesbo midget. But she just stands or sits there making stupid faces while this little dyke is groping her. Why?
Six days ago i asked her why is she letting this midget dyke to grope her all the time. She just laughed and said that they have a weird bond like that and that this groper woman is harmless. Also this woman new colleague said that she is STRICTLY hetero and that even the thought of eating out a vagina makes her gag. There is no HR department(it is a small firm) but my boss covers HR issues at work.
Their "relationship" actually has made me really jealous.I HATE this midget lesbo colleague. I still have no plans to pursue this woman new colleague, but I keep having fantasies about her.I had a stupid long running affair with a another woman from August 2013 until September 2015.My wife confronted me and I immediately broke off the affair. I love my wife dearly and have apologised over and over.
I would really appreciate any advice or suggestions on how to overcome these RIDICULOUS feelings of insecurity and jealousy.I'd like to know what your thoughts on this. Am I wrong to feel to feel this way?Do I need to cool it? Or do I have any reason to be acting like this? I know this post has been WAY too long, I just kind of put it all out there, and see if I could get any opinions or advice. Thanks, everyone.
I have a loving wife.My wife and I have been married for 17 years and have a 16year old son! I work for a small company of 13 people, and we hired someone five months ago. She is a 42year old 5ft10 tall heterosexual curvy hourgllass shaped attractive brunette. She has very large massive breasts and she does have a big butt. She has very olive skin. Most of her outfit are satin pant and skirt suits satin coats and satin and silk blouses. She is always on high heels and full make up on. She is curvy, tall and busty, so many clothes tend to look sexier on her than on a thin person. She wears almost always her satin and silk blouses fully buttoned to the top combined with a satin skirt or satin pants. She doesn't wear anything vulgar but because of her body type anything she wears looks tight on her. She is 5ft10 tall and and being well endowed well built and curvy always on high heels makes her HUGE! She is married for 16 years and she has a 14 year old daughter. She is very serious, arrogant, and stuck up. I was instantly extremely attracted to this woman, so much so that I could barely even look her in the eye at first. Still, she would try to start conversations with me here and there, which was really nice. Very early on I had a hard time just standing close to her. I felt an electrical charge if she touched me.
I’m severely attracted to this woman new colleague. She is objectively very attractive, much hotter than any woman I’ve ever slept with. In fact, most men in office also find her attractive. Also she is always dressed in satin an silk clothes which doesn't help the situation.But she never wears anything trashy. She dresses in mainly form fitting satin and silk fashionable clothing. She has a more stylish sense of fashion but she keeps herself well covered. She is not particularly fond of wearing revealing clothes. She prefers to wear covered, yet form fitting fashionable clothes. It is pure physical attraction, not emotional. I am too sexually attracted to her. I just can't help myself because this is the way that I am, this is how my body react to her and her shiny form fitting clothes.She is so radiant and tall and big and soft. I am thinking about sex with this woman new colleague all the time. It's gotten so bad I've raced home after work to masterbate thinking about her.
It is pure physical attraction, not emotional.Also this woman is kinda dumb. Sometimes she says some really stupid/ignorant things. Her geography is extremely bad. If somebody asked her if Australia was in southern or northern hemisphere she wouldn't know. She knows nothing about politics or the ongoing affairs of the world and thinks history is boring. To be honest the reasons I'm drawn to her are her looks and her clothes. Also she is upper middle class,stuck up snob. She is completely stuck up, spoiled and arrogant. She's a deeply unhappy woman and the only way she can feel better about herself is by feeling 'superior' to others. .
There is this annoying lesbian skinny really short like 5 ft 3 ugly wrinkled face thin lips green eyes gray haired masculine 55 year old woman in my office. She is our boss's first cousin. On this hot woman new colleague's second work day this little dyke started rubbing her back in the hallway while she was standing behind her. Since then this midget lesbian regularly massages her shoulders and back. Also she always link arms with this woman new coworker and walks leaning into her. But also she constantly gropes this woman new colleague.This midget likes to grab at her breasts and butt. It is bizarre. This woman new colleague is 5ft10 tall, well endowed, well built, curvy and always on high heels. She is physically stronger than this annoying lesbo midget. But she just stands or sits there making stupid faces while this little dyke is groping her. Why?
Six days ago i asked her why is she letting this midget dyke to grope her all the time. She just laughed and said that they have a weird bond like that and that this groper woman is harmless. Also this woman new colleague said that she is STRICTLY hetero and that even the thought of eating out a vagina makes her gag. There is no HR department(it is a small firm) but my boss covers HR issues at work.
Their "relationship" actually has made me really jealous.I HATE this midget lesbo colleague. I still have no plans to pursue this woman new colleague, but I keep having fantasies about her.I had a stupid long running affair with a another woman from August 2013 until September 2015.My wife confronted me and I immediately broke off the affair. I love my wife dearly and have apologised over and over.
I would really appreciate any advice or suggestions on how to overcome these RIDICULOUS feelings of insecurity and jealousy.I'd like to know what your thoughts on this. Am I wrong to feel to feel this way?Do I need to cool it? Or do I have any reason to be acting like this? I know this post has been WAY too long, I just kind of put it all out there, and see if I could get any opinions or advice. Thanks, everyone.