Savintheworld
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Before two weeks ago, the last time I saw a friend of mine who I have had a crush on for awhile was 6 months. I had been out of the country. She never used to flirt with me, but when we saw each other after 6 months apart, I could tell she was nervous. As we walked she kept cracking her knuckles. We had gone out on a date when we first met 8 months ago. Agreed there wasn't chemistry at the time and decided to stay friends. We did just that and still saw eac other...even though I always still had feelings for her.
That night she touched my arm a lot when she talked to me and did that playful hit/tap thing women do sometimes. She's never done that before.
Another friend of mine had met us where we were at. This friend was a woman. She had left to meet her husband, and while she was gone, the girl in question had suggested we simply ditch her and take the train to Chicago, where we would go on an adventure.
She had known all this time that I was leaving for Egypt in 3 days. She kept saying she did not want me to go and would miss me. Even now, I get facebook messages from her saying how much she misses me, how she hears these songs that remind her of me, and how she wants me to "come home now". Other messages include:
-she may possibly be moving to new York and wants me to move there too
-she has lately been having heavy thoughts that she needs to share
-talks (possibly jokes, I don't know) about living in Chicago together and traveling the world. (she is envious of my traveling)
-she messages me about how she is feeling like she is going through a "quarter life crisis" and really wants to talk.
-she says she does not have a lot of friends she can talk to like she can with me
-she is making all these plans to do things together for when I return
-comments on how when she she saw me, she just felt so alive inside.
All this seems good I guess, but I kind of feel like an emotional sponge. Like she is sharing all this confidence with me because I'm just a really good friend. And I guess that too much confiding could lead to the friend zone. She even referred to me as "friend" one time in a message 'it's a great song my friend'.
I guess she has had me on her mind a lot, god knows she's been on mine.
That night she touched my arm a lot when she talked to me and did that playful hit/tap thing women do sometimes. She's never done that before.
Another friend of mine had met us where we were at. This friend was a woman. She had left to meet her husband, and while she was gone, the girl in question had suggested we simply ditch her and take the train to Chicago, where we would go on an adventure.
She had known all this time that I was leaving for Egypt in 3 days. She kept saying she did not want me to go and would miss me. Even now, I get facebook messages from her saying how much she misses me, how she hears these songs that remind her of me, and how she wants me to "come home now". Other messages include:
-she may possibly be moving to new York and wants me to move there too
-she has lately been having heavy thoughts that she needs to share
-talks (possibly jokes, I don't know) about living in Chicago together and traveling the world. (she is envious of my traveling)
-she messages me about how she is feeling like she is going through a "quarter life crisis" and really wants to talk.
-she says she does not have a lot of friends she can talk to like she can with me
-she is making all these plans to do things together for when I return
-comments on how when she she saw me, she just felt so alive inside.
All this seems good I guess, but I kind of feel like an emotional sponge. Like she is sharing all this confidence with me because I'm just a really good friend. And I guess that too much confiding could lead to the friend zone. She even referred to me as "friend" one time in a message 'it's a great song my friend'.
I guess she has had me on her mind a lot, god knows she's been on mine.
