I have an hard time trying to accept your genuine, sorry but this seems to be some wierd experiment in gaining attention from this site.Mustache said:That's Very odd
I woke up this morning more remorseful than ever
However, I remember that I had dreamed last night I was chasing chicks
In my dreams I am a player as I used to be before regretting
Mustache
No idea why, you conducting research into the seduction community based on marriage and messed up stuff?
Or your fundimentally taking the pi**.
Or your genuine and in need of help, but its clear the help this forum can provide is only a small fraction of the true help you seem to need, not trying to be harsh but........... here are a few things.
(if this is genuine)
speak to your doctor ask about depression.
Seek a marriage counsellor.
Those would be a good start i think.