Black Panther®
Don Juan
So i just got out the phone with her and let me take you to the end of the conversation real quick, I hanged up on her.
Now let me take you to the begining and my issue here.
Well i tried to pull aside all the bs and boyfriends jealously etc bs and today for the first time we actually talked about real life, about us, about the future. Well i did, cause i bought it up not her. She would never talk about such subjects with me, she does not care about me in that way it seems.
I asked her in what she plans to do when she finishes school, she said look for a job, (duhh) she did not get my question so i asked her again in a more direct way, I asked her where does she plan to live and what about me.
She said that her license would only allow her to work in the state of FL but that if she is gonna live in another state she would have to take that state's test.
Ok no prob, to this point, but later she mentioned that if she cant finish school she migh join the service. ok
She mentioned that she would like to live in Ga. Ok
My problem here is this.
We agreed to be or trynna make this a LLLLLLLTR (meaning we are to be together for yrs and yrs if gods willing to.) but it seems like im the only one trynna make this work and putting thought into our relationship, for her it seems like she doesnt really care about being with me, or having a LTR with me she rather wants a Short term one, at least thats how she is acting.
When i ask her about her plans for me and her for the future she cant give me an answer, i understand that she doesnt know yet, **** i dont even know but i do know that i want her with me and in my life, wherever and whatever i decide to do with mylife, she doesnt think like i do, doesnt love me like i lover her, she just thinks about her her and her, she never puts me in her plans for the future its just her, instead of her considering me, then plan, she just thinks about her her and her without putting me into the mix. you know how when its 2 you supposed to think as if we are 1, she does not do that damn it.
When she said about joining the army airforce or whatnot, she said it with such carelesness , like i dont mean nothing to her, then after i mentioned it to her she said that thats not going to happen that she is not joining, so i ask her why, she says cause she dont have to, she didnt even say cause i dont have to AND i care and love you too mucn and i dont want to leave you.
You all see what im talking about you all, then i ask her "what do you see me as" She got the nerd to say, " as somebody who wants to do everything right away and plan everything right away" wich aint the case, i just want to have a slight idea of what her plans are, cause plans are never going to be just how you plan them, changes are always going to occur, you just have to adjust , thats just life.
She does not get that.
after a 37 min convo totally frustrated and angered i hanged the phone on her after telling her "you dont want to have a LTR with me you just want somehting short, a bf for now, you do not put me in your plans for the future , you only thinkg about you".
To be honest with you all i feel like she just with me for the sex, she just my gf cause she doesnt feel like fing somebody that aint her bf cause she feels like that classifies a girl as ho'. To be honest with you all we have had more sex than we have gone out, or get to know each other, thats why i said im my other thread that i was planing in cutting out the sex, until she decides to act like a gf and treat me like a bf instead of like a fukbuddy, its like sex is all she wants.
Now let me take you to the begining and my issue here.
Well i tried to pull aside all the bs and boyfriends jealously etc bs and today for the first time we actually talked about real life, about us, about the future. Well i did, cause i bought it up not her. She would never talk about such subjects with me, she does not care about me in that way it seems.
I asked her in what she plans to do when she finishes school, she said look for a job, (duhh) she did not get my question so i asked her again in a more direct way, I asked her where does she plan to live and what about me.
She said that her license would only allow her to work in the state of FL but that if she is gonna live in another state she would have to take that state's test.
Ok no prob, to this point, but later she mentioned that if she cant finish school she migh join the service. ok
She mentioned that she would like to live in Ga. Ok
My problem here is this.
We agreed to be or trynna make this a LLLLLLLTR (meaning we are to be together for yrs and yrs if gods willing to.) but it seems like im the only one trynna make this work and putting thought into our relationship, for her it seems like she doesnt really care about being with me, or having a LTR with me she rather wants a Short term one, at least thats how she is acting.
When i ask her about her plans for me and her for the future she cant give me an answer, i understand that she doesnt know yet, **** i dont even know but i do know that i want her with me and in my life, wherever and whatever i decide to do with mylife, she doesnt think like i do, doesnt love me like i lover her, she just thinks about her her and her, she never puts me in her plans for the future its just her, instead of her considering me, then plan, she just thinks about her her and her without putting me into the mix. you know how when its 2 you supposed to think as if we are 1, she does not do that damn it.
When she said about joining the army airforce or whatnot, she said it with such carelesness , like i dont mean nothing to her, then after i mentioned it to her she said that thats not going to happen that she is not joining, so i ask her why, she says cause she dont have to, she didnt even say cause i dont have to AND i care and love you too mucn and i dont want to leave you.
You all see what im talking about you all, then i ask her "what do you see me as" She got the nerd to say, " as somebody who wants to do everything right away and plan everything right away" wich aint the case, i just want to have a slight idea of what her plans are, cause plans are never going to be just how you plan them, changes are always going to occur, you just have to adjust , thats just life.
She does not get that.
after a 37 min convo totally frustrated and angered i hanged the phone on her after telling her "you dont want to have a LTR with me you just want somehting short, a bf for now, you do not put me in your plans for the future , you only thinkg about you".
To be honest with you all i feel like she just with me for the sex, she just my gf cause she doesnt feel like fing somebody that aint her bf cause she feels like that classifies a girl as ho'. To be honest with you all we have had more sex than we have gone out, or get to know each other, thats why i said im my other thread that i was planing in cutting out the sex, until she decides to act like a gf and treat me like a bf instead of like a fukbuddy, its like sex is all she wants.
