After a solid 7 months of post-high-school graduation life (18 years old); which I've been living very unhappily, lazily, and unmotivatedly(?), I've decided my life is far to docile, far to passionless, and far, far to tragic. (Video games, lame attempts at being social, and chronic movie-watching).
I have no job or aspirations , and am personally (personality wise, not individually) lacking many traits and characteristics I want but haven't ever actively sought.
Here's the 'however'. I am absolutely fed up with this lifestyle and life. When I think of myself living like this, unfulfilled and unchallenged, for even another 7 months, I get a sickening feeling, absolutely sickening. For I want to live (and be a master DJ of course...).
Now my question is how do I get started practically (mentally I feel I'm down for anything to crack my life open). I've been reading The Rational Male, checking the forum, and of course have been devouring the DJ bible. I'm after some more individual or personal responses.
So, how do I get started?
I have no job or aspirations , and am personally (personality wise, not individually) lacking many traits and characteristics I want but haven't ever actively sought.
Here's the 'however'. I am absolutely fed up with this lifestyle and life. When I think of myself living like this, unfulfilled and unchallenged, for even another 7 months, I get a sickening feeling, absolutely sickening. For I want to live (and be a master DJ of course...).
Now my question is how do I get started practically (mentally I feel I'm down for anything to crack my life open). I've been reading The Rational Male, checking the forum, and of course have been devouring the DJ bible. I'm after some more individual or personal responses.
So, how do I get started?