J.Peterman
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I have a bit of a problem. I don't know what the atmosphere is like on this forum so I might get the **** flamed out of me, but anyway ...
I am 18, nearly 19 and still a virgin. It was not meant to happen this way. But, when I was about 14 I broke my ****. Couldnt even get it erect, and it has been like that until very recently. Man, it was absolutely devastating. I cried like a little girl. I was ready to have sexual relations at about 14, but then suddenly I just couldnt. But, since most people didn't, it was ok and I just went along like everything was fine. Between 16 - 18 I really started to deteriorate, didn't go out much at all, lost quite a few friends ... and I think in this time more then likely developed an inferiority complex, and anxiety. I am now way behind the 8 ball.
The great thing now though, is that I am fixed, and have quality erections again, thank god. But, obviously the problem is getting myself out there. It is going to be hard. Most people would not expect me to be a virgin. I am afraid that if I have sex with somebody at my university, and obviously when my performance is pure ****, the word will spread and I will just be seen as a loser. I have considered using a prostitue ... but I think it will really hurt what pride I have left to always know I had to pay somebody to **** me.
I just need some advice. Thanks
I am 18, nearly 19 and still a virgin. It was not meant to happen this way. But, when I was about 14 I broke my ****. Couldnt even get it erect, and it has been like that until very recently. Man, it was absolutely devastating. I cried like a little girl. I was ready to have sexual relations at about 14, but then suddenly I just couldnt. But, since most people didn't, it was ok and I just went along like everything was fine. Between 16 - 18 I really started to deteriorate, didn't go out much at all, lost quite a few friends ... and I think in this time more then likely developed an inferiority complex, and anxiety. I am now way behind the 8 ball.
The great thing now though, is that I am fixed, and have quality erections again, thank god. But, obviously the problem is getting myself out there. It is going to be hard. Most people would not expect me to be a virgin. I am afraid that if I have sex with somebody at my university, and obviously when my performance is pure ****, the word will spread and I will just be seen as a loser. I have considered using a prostitue ... but I think it will really hurt what pride I have left to always know I had to pay somebody to **** me.
I just need some advice. Thanks