There's this hb8 whom I've known for a couple years. When we first met, I was just an afc who lacks confidence and style, I was afraid of girls. A few years later, that changed. But during the time that I was changing, i may have fallen into the friend zone. She use to be oneitis, but that's no longer it. What I don't truly understand is that am i actually in friend zone. We never call each other on the phone. She never complains to me about stuff thats happening to her in life and expect me to comfort and listen to her. There really isn't a typical friend zone relationship in between us.
She is however, very kind and nice to me (that's the first thing about her that caught my attention). We departed after high school graduation and met up again this summer. I thought about maybe giving her a shot and see how thing goes. The first day i asked her out, we ate lunch, watched movie and then went on a stroll at the park; we ended up playing around with a lot of light kino at the slides and she was giving me a light massage; thus i thought to myself hey things are looking pretty good so far. The next time we went out together, i decided to give a little test by attempting to lead her somewhere by grabbing her hand. She quickly responded by pulling her hand away so i tried to play it off like nothing happened. But in my mind i was a little confuse. We hung out a couple more times during the summer but i alreadyy know its a loss cause so i didnt really try anything.
What I don't understand is what kinda relationship is that between us? We don't do the typical friend zone stuff, she gives me some indicator of interest and we have a lot of kino (hugs, massage, playing with hair, if i say i have calluses on my arm she would grab it and loves peeling off the skin, pulling on my leg hair, etc), she told me she likes me (i ono in what way) the most out of all the guys she know, one time she was changing in my room and i accidently walked in when she had her bra on and i said sorry but she didnt act surprise or anything--she just calmly said its okay as if it's normal, BUT she just doens't seem to want to progress into something more..something as simple as holding hand and she backs off.
Well, summer end for me and i probably won't see her for a while again. I just want some reflection on what I have done this summer and learn from it. what do you guys think?:box:
She is however, very kind and nice to me (that's the first thing about her that caught my attention). We departed after high school graduation and met up again this summer. I thought about maybe giving her a shot and see how thing goes. The first day i asked her out, we ate lunch, watched movie and then went on a stroll at the park; we ended up playing around with a lot of light kino at the slides and she was giving me a light massage; thus i thought to myself hey things are looking pretty good so far. The next time we went out together, i decided to give a little test by attempting to lead her somewhere by grabbing her hand. She quickly responded by pulling her hand away so i tried to play it off like nothing happened. But in my mind i was a little confuse. We hung out a couple more times during the summer but i alreadyy know its a loss cause so i didnt really try anything.
What I don't understand is what kinda relationship is that between us? We don't do the typical friend zone stuff, she gives me some indicator of interest and we have a lot of kino (hugs, massage, playing with hair, if i say i have calluses on my arm she would grab it and loves peeling off the skin, pulling on my leg hair, etc), she told me she likes me (i ono in what way) the most out of all the guys she know, one time she was changing in my room and i accidently walked in when she had her bra on and i said sorry but she didnt act surprise or anything--she just calmly said its okay as if it's normal, BUT she just doens't seem to want to progress into something more..something as simple as holding hand and she backs off.
Well, summer end for me and i probably won't see her for a while again. I just want some reflection on what I have done this summer and learn from it. what do you guys think?:box:
but that brings me back to the question, what was i into?