No matter how gorgeous/sexy a girl is I just can't get myself to get excited about them. The whole flirting game is more of a chore than something I actually enjoy but I do it as I know it's necessary to lead to sex.
I'm on 4 weeks of NC with my ex and while it is getting easier week by week I can't stop picturing her face and how I wish every girl I talk to was really her. In a way I feel bad for the girls I'm seeing as I feel if I did get into another relationship she would only be a device for me to try get over my ex.
I've had sex with 2 girls since the split but couldn't even cvm both times and afterwards it just made me even more depressed with how much I realised I still miss her.
Do I just keep doing what I'm doing in hope things will get better or is there anything I can do in the meantime to stop this bullsh1t thinking?
I'm on 4 weeks of NC with my ex and while it is getting easier week by week I can't stop picturing her face and how I wish every girl I talk to was really her. In a way I feel bad for the girls I'm seeing as I feel if I did get into another relationship she would only be a device for me to try get over my ex.
I've had sex with 2 girls since the split but couldn't even cvm both times and afterwards it just made me even more depressed with how much I realised I still miss her.
Do I just keep doing what I'm doing in hope things will get better or is there anything I can do in the meantime to stop this bullsh1t thinking?