this is more of an update than anything....
I FINALLY put all the drama and bull**** with the "HBOreo runway model" behind me. Before all the **** with Oreo, and was having a GREAT time!!! I was fun, flirty, ****y, and overall loved life, but I really allowed this situation to get me down. Then i was involved in a head-on collision that totalled my car, and my insurance screwed me around...i got a $17,000 hospital bill...then my favourite aunt died...a month later my uncle...i turned into a real big depression case. I was moping around trying to figure out why life sucks, why all this **** is happening to me. So slowly I've been piecing myself back together. Now that the attachment for HBOreo is gone, I've started to feel better, but something was still missing....and i couldn't for the life of me figure it out.
Soooo...i re-read the DJ bible, and picked up the "weapons of mass seduction" download. Wow...i realized what i was missing...the 3 sentences in chapter 1.
1) I am amazing and powerful enough to make all my dreams come true.
2) I could die tomorrow
3) there are no coincidences or accidents in life. Everything has a purpose...which is to teach and make us grow.
As soon as I read this...i realized my problem. I fogot about these 3 MAJOR things...and now...now i'm sitting here typing with a smile on my face.
. MAN i feel dumb (but in a good way)
GOD I LOVE THIS SITE!!!!!
I've been COMPLETELY ignoring HBOREO in school now...yes she is still approaching me, trying to engage in convo...i'll answer, but i keep my distance and don't let her in anymore. Personally i don;t give a fvck. It just feels wierd as HELL!!! there are only 10 people in our classes this semester (i'm in a REALLY small school), so i see her twice a week, at 4 hour intervals. For some reason it just feels childish...like i'm acting like a 5 year old baby or something...and she still has no idea why i'm not talking to her. JESUS CHRIST!!! WOMEN!!!! I'm not showing any emotion at all and remaining neutral but it feels like i'm playing games...
I've been macking this SUPER-FINE (HB9) German girl...but i'm working it a bit slower than normal...I'm not one for blondes, but she's a dancer and has the most AMAZING abs i have ever seen...the other day she showed up at school looking REALLY hot...i asked her out but I didn't follow through...i dunno...i think i want to get myself back together first. Tough though...she keeps whispering what she wants to wear for me when we go out...
anyway...not really a question here...just my thoughts more than anything.
I FINALLY put all the drama and bull**** with the "HBOreo runway model" behind me. Before all the **** with Oreo, and was having a GREAT time!!! I was fun, flirty, ****y, and overall loved life, but I really allowed this situation to get me down. Then i was involved in a head-on collision that totalled my car, and my insurance screwed me around...i got a $17,000 hospital bill...then my favourite aunt died...a month later my uncle...i turned into a real big depression case. I was moping around trying to figure out why life sucks, why all this **** is happening to me. So slowly I've been piecing myself back together. Now that the attachment for HBOreo is gone, I've started to feel better, but something was still missing....and i couldn't for the life of me figure it out.
Soooo...i re-read the DJ bible, and picked up the "weapons of mass seduction" download. Wow...i realized what i was missing...the 3 sentences in chapter 1.
1) I am amazing and powerful enough to make all my dreams come true.
2) I could die tomorrow
3) there are no coincidences or accidents in life. Everything has a purpose...which is to teach and make us grow.
As soon as I read this...i realized my problem. I fogot about these 3 MAJOR things...and now...now i'm sitting here typing with a smile on my face.
. MAN i feel dumb (but in a good way)GOD I LOVE THIS SITE!!!!!
I've been COMPLETELY ignoring HBOREO in school now...yes she is still approaching me, trying to engage in convo...i'll answer, but i keep my distance and don't let her in anymore. Personally i don;t give a fvck. It just feels wierd as HELL!!! there are only 10 people in our classes this semester (i'm in a REALLY small school), so i see her twice a week, at 4 hour intervals. For some reason it just feels childish...like i'm acting like a 5 year old baby or something...and she still has no idea why i'm not talking to her. JESUS CHRIST!!! WOMEN!!!! I'm not showing any emotion at all and remaining neutral but it feels like i'm playing games...
I've been macking this SUPER-FINE (HB9) German girl...but i'm working it a bit slower than normal...I'm not one for blondes, but she's a dancer and has the most AMAZING abs i have ever seen...the other day she showed up at school looking REALLY hot...i asked her out but I didn't follow through...i dunno...i think i want to get myself back together first. Tough though...she keeps whispering what she wants to wear for me when we go out...
anyway...not really a question here...just my thoughts more than anything.