fight with heart?

[sexy_kuta]

k when i was little i used to be a bully.. like i had 4 fights every week and stuff like that.. happend since the beginning of school to like grade 6,

then slowly around grade 8.. i started to fight with heart.. like im a big guy but i hate fighting.. and i had a few street fights that last a good 30 min.. now im almost out of high school.... but before a fight i get butter flies and i hate fighting.. i stand up for myself but it takes someone to ALOT to piss me off.. i have an anger problem but i worked on it lots.. i can be mad but i never take i out.. i hold it in.. and it takes someone to piss me off for a while for me to throw the first punch.. but when i throw that first punch.. i dont stop

maybe i was thinking i STill got the whole nice guy thing going on..

but the thing is, i dont give a **** on most things and im confident, just the fighting thing,

anyone ever eperience it?/

 

[sexy_kuta]

sorry for the gammar.. im a lil baked

oh yea i didnt want to put this in the high school form cuz i know its a problem for everbody and its good too discuss it with each other.. and plus theres more replies here

 

[Chillisauce]

Originally posted by sexy_kuta
k when i was little i used to be a bully.. like i had 4 fights every week and stuff like that.. happend since the beginning of school to like grade 6,

then slowly around grade 8.. i started to fight with heart.. like im a big guy but i hate fighting.. and i had a few street fights that last a good 30 min.. now im almost out of high school.... but before a fight i get butter flies and i hate fighting.. i stand up for myself but it takes someone to ALOT to piss me off.. i have an anger problem but i worked on it lots.. i can be mad but i never take i out.. i hold it in.. and it takes someone to piss me off for a while for me to throw the first punch.. but when i throw that first punch.. i dont stop

maybe i was thinking i STill got the whole nice guy thing going on..

but the thing is, i dont give a **** on most things and im confident, just the fighting thing,

anyone ever eperience it?/

I call bullsh1t on that, which makes me question the rest of your story.

Its hard to understand what your asking but it sounds to me like your used to fighting with anger and without strong emotion cant fight.. best way to fix this is to train at a gym on a boxing bag or take up a martial art. Then you can fight with a clean mind (although the adrenaline IS abit distracting).

Oh and wrong forum > Anything Else

 

[sexy_kuta]

well 30 min.. i only had a few fights like 5

and the average was around half n hour.. it wasont UFC style either.. i hate wreslting

more like boxing
well the longest i could remember was arouns 30 min.. rest were around 15 mins

long way back but i ment to say i lasted long

 

[sexy_kuta]

im not trying to bragg.. i hate braggging

i never fought intense.. like grabbing each other throwing each other trying to get ontop..

when i fight.. its usually a boxing form type.. we just try to punch each other and block shots but never try to take each other down so thats why i could last longer than a usual fight.. i know it would be hard to last in a UFC type of fight haha

 

[Chillisauce]

The reason i find it unbelievable is because of a few reasons:

- I'v personally never seen a 'street' fight go over 3 minutes

I instruct martial arts and am a pretty serious boxer myself, and without training most people can last 1-2 rounds mid intensity before becoming completely exhausted.

'when i fight.. its usually a boxing form type.. we just try to punch each other and block shots but never try to take each other down so thats why i could last longer than a usual fight'

- Even untrained fighters grapple.. most common thing i see is the left hand grabbing the shirt while they beat the guy down with their right.

Come on now.. lets just call your 'street fights' what they really are.. playground pissing contests.

 

[sexy_kuta]

sure if you want

i dont really care but

how could i fix this?

i was thinking of joining boxing and train.

i heard the training is a very good work out