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Don Juan
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- Jan 15, 2006
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Well, you can sit and read the billion posts I've made about this girl who was ****ing me around for the last year and a half. She finally cracked tonight. All did not go so well though.
When I'm drunk, my **** gets numb. It causes issues, because I actually can't tell if it's in and that. Add to that the fact that I've been up almost 24 hours, and was really nervous. I mean, I couldn't believe I finally did whatever the hell move I did to get this girl in bed. Also, I honestly don't have a lot of experience. She knows this.
It was all well at first, with her on top, until she wanted me to spoon her. I just can't do that right. Like, it doesn't make sense as a position. Then I went to do missionary, and failed again. ****ing her from behind was great, but she went back to trying the spoon thing again, and it just wasn't happening.
Then, in a panic I began eating her out. She has a really small ****, but that was going ok. She did tell me that I could stop if I wanted to. I just kept going. Then she said I was a natural, blah blah, but I had to stop. I was so ****ing nervous that I couldn't stop sweating. I felt gross. So I jumped ship.
She said something about feeling lightheaded, and wanted to get a little sleep, but that wasn't happening. It was just too awkward. So after laying in bed awake for almost 2 hours, I mentioned that I couldn't sleep, and she asked if I wanted her to go. I told her it was up to her, and she left.
To be fair, I think we both ended up disappointed in the end. It was awkward. But I still don't want to lose this, because I like her. I think she has feelings for me.
Am I done?
When I'm drunk, my **** gets numb. It causes issues, because I actually can't tell if it's in and that. Add to that the fact that I've been up almost 24 hours, and was really nervous. I mean, I couldn't believe I finally did whatever the hell move I did to get this girl in bed. Also, I honestly don't have a lot of experience. She knows this.
It was all well at first, with her on top, until she wanted me to spoon her. I just can't do that right. Like, it doesn't make sense as a position. Then I went to do missionary, and failed again. ****ing her from behind was great, but she went back to trying the spoon thing again, and it just wasn't happening.
Then, in a panic I began eating her out. She has a really small ****, but that was going ok. She did tell me that I could stop if I wanted to. I just kept going. Then she said I was a natural, blah blah, but I had to stop. I was so ****ing nervous that I couldn't stop sweating. I felt gross. So I jumped ship.
She said something about feeling lightheaded, and wanted to get a little sleep, but that wasn't happening. It was just too awkward. So after laying in bed awake for almost 2 hours, I mentioned that I couldn't sleep, and she asked if I wanted her to go. I told her it was up to her, and she left.
To be fair, I think we both ended up disappointed in the end. It was awkward. But I still don't want to lose this, because I like her. I think she has feelings for me.
Am I done?