drunken/tired/awkward sex, I need support and that

[monster squad]

Well, you can sit and read the billion posts I've made about this girl who was ****ing me around for the last year and a half. She finally cracked tonight. All did not go so well though.

When I'm drunk, my **** gets numb. It causes issues, because I actually can't tell if it's in and that. Add to that the fact that I've been up almost 24 hours, and was really nervous. I mean, I couldn't believe I finally did whatever the hell move I did to get this girl in bed. Also, I honestly don't have a lot of experience. She knows this.

It was all well at first, with her on top, until she wanted me to spoon her. I just can't do that right. Like, it doesn't make sense as a position. Then I went to do missionary, and failed again. ****ing her from behind was great, but she went back to trying the spoon thing again, and it just wasn't happening.

Then, in a panic I began eating her out. She has a really small ****, but that was going ok. She did tell me that I could stop if I wanted to. I just kept going. Then she said I was a natural, blah blah, but I had to stop. I was so ****ing nervous that I couldn't stop sweating. I felt gross. So I jumped ship.

She said something about feeling lightheaded, and wanted to get a little sleep, but that wasn't happening. It was just too awkward. So after laying in bed awake for almost 2 hours, I mentioned that I couldn't sleep, and she asked if I wanted her to go. I told her it was up to her, and she left.

To be fair, I think we both ended up disappointed in the end. It was awkward. But I still don't want to lose this, because I like her. I think she has feelings for me.

Am I done?

 

[KillaCam]

That's a pretty rough ride dude. It ain't nothing to feel bad about though, don't worry about that.

If she cares about you and wants you, she will look past this. If she shoots through and drops you like a bowling ball, then she wasn't worth it in the first place.

Hang tight, give it some space, and things will come into perspective soon enough.

Keep your chin up bud.

 

[Cod3r]

Spooning IS a wierd position actually, I tried it after pumping my girl from the back and little cod3r just wasn't having it... I'll tell you one thing tho, if that girl wanted to spoon sex with you she has feelings for you. Girls like that position because its very close body to body and alot of kissing and very intimate, it's not a f*ck buddy type of position...

I only like the back, the other positons i juss can't get into... i got my own problems tho haha, u'll be fine


-Cod3r

 

[monster squad]

What am I supposed to do though? I have a feeling that she might feel rejected or something. I feel like I should call her, but I don't even know what to say. "Sorry I'm such a pvssy."?

I mean, she just laid there and kept sighing, staring at the ceiling.