UPDATE...!!
My ex went over my house and asked to go out to talk somewhere private. We went out and talked. She started crying and her whole body shook like she had a spazm. She cried a lot saying why did I dump her. I told her because of her b**chy and controlling personality and I aint gonna take that sh*t any more. Not to mention how she talk down on me saying I'm ugly and can't get any girls. Not only I broke up with her but went out and slept with a girl with boyfriend of 7 yrs. I c*mmed on her twice and touched her whereever I wanted. It was our first date too. I feel like if I had gone out more with this girl, I woulda get some. But now my girl is crawling back to me, I feel like I don't wanna do this anymore.
She didn't stop crying for 2 hours. Nonstop crying. During our conversation, her whole personality changed. She doesn't yell, scream or *****y anymore. She was sincere and submissive. She reminded me where we first kissed and what we did together. She apologized for being b**tchy and controlling, but deep down she doesn't want to seem weak if she doesn't act b**tchy and controlling. After some guys at work knew she broke up with me, they asked her out, she said she rejected them. She couldn't do anything but had me on her mind. She would drive to this park every night and sit there and cry by herself.
She made it that I had f*cking tears coming out of my eyes. I have never seen her break down like I did today. I wrapped her around my arm and wiped her tears. She said a lot of time I need to sit her down and talk to her or else she will think I'm just playing with her, which is true in most cases, I'm a humble person who jokes around a lot.
At the end of the conversation, she asked me if I went to my first day of school, I told her I skipped. She asked why, I said I went out. She asked why, tell me, I promise I won't get mad. I said the girl from work and I went out to eat breakfast. She started breaking down into tears and her body shook. After a while I was able to calm her down. Now we're back together but she lost 7lbs and can't to sleep these couple days.
I'm thinking telling the girl at work that I'm back with my girl and that we should just stay friends or not say anything but act like co-workers. What do you guys think I should do?
