Demon's boot camp journal

[Demon Wolf]

Week 1 day 1
I am tryin to be more sociable. I used to be extremely anti-social due to child hood trauma. Pretty much any social advance towards me I terminated with extreme prejudice.

I have already done the day 1 exercises making eye contact and smiling at people. I smilled at this cute red head at the gym and got a big smile back which felt nice.

Said hi to this one chick on campus who looked just glared at me.

I am a 21yr old jr in college. I am still a virgin since I have never been comfortable being physically close to someone outside of sparring or a fight. Something I am trying to change.

 

[G-Theory]

Injury like...you like to rough 'em up?

Good luck with the boot camp man. I'm in my first week too.

 

[Demon Wolf]

I do not like to rough 'em up. I usually just push them away. Luck to you too mate.

 

[TillTheEndOfTime]

Said hi to this one chick on campus who looked just glared at me.

Just to comment on that....I have had a girl sometimes look at me and smile and I would be cold about it and ignore her. But, that was if I was having a bad day.

So remember when sh1t like that happens, it's not your fault. The girl could be having a bad day, she could simply be a b1tch or just stuck up, ect.

Whatever the case, you're not missing out, so don't let it get you down.

 

[Demon Wolf]

week1 day 3

Talking to people a little more. Having to call people for donations for my university is helping me get more comfortable talking to people.

One chick in my geo lab is either into me or using me. She makes strong eye contact with me, smiles and asks me for help at least once during each lab. I give her some help.

When I talk to someone I try to be a smart ass to make them laugh and it usually works.

 

[Heyjose25points]

Have her help u sometimes too....if u both are taking another same type of class.