I'm a Freshman in High School. The girl I'm talking about is a Sophomore. I didn't really find this website till about January. Before that, I did some bad damage, and I'm still paying for it.
Around October, I pretty much got over my one-itis, first crush thing. I was so use to having her in my head, that I was confused. Then one time at lunch, I found a girl (Jane) that sparkled to me. Jane wasn't exactly the prettiest, but that olive skin with the dyed red hair and the way she looked at me that one time just made me forget about my previous one-itis. I knew she was older than me, and I loved older women, so that put her even higher on the pedastal (remember this, she's not the prettiest girl, but she got my attention for the dumbest reasons). Later do I found out that same day that one of her best friends is actually a girl in my class that I talk to a lot.
So the AFC told Jane the next day i had a crush on her. I was actually expecting for her to like me. Did she? Uh. No. She made me feel like schmit.
Here's the problem: I'm the most paranoid person I've ever met. I see this girl maybe twice a day in the hall, and everytime I see her I'm convinced she's talking about me or laughing at me as she walks in the opposite direction. Her best friend, however, is a conceided person and hates when I bring up the topic. So is there anyway to forget about it? Does this happen to anyone else? I know I went about this the wrong way when I told her I liked her, but is there anyway of riding this problem?
Thanks for any help.
Around October, I pretty much got over my one-itis, first crush thing. I was so use to having her in my head, that I was confused. Then one time at lunch, I found a girl (Jane) that sparkled to me. Jane wasn't exactly the prettiest, but that olive skin with the dyed red hair and the way she looked at me that one time just made me forget about my previous one-itis. I knew she was older than me, and I loved older women, so that put her even higher on the pedastal (remember this, she's not the prettiest girl, but she got my attention for the dumbest reasons). Later do I found out that same day that one of her best friends is actually a girl in my class that I talk to a lot.
So the AFC told Jane the next day i had a crush on her. I was actually expecting for her to like me. Did she? Uh. No. She made me feel like schmit.
Here's the problem: I'm the most paranoid person I've ever met. I see this girl maybe twice a day in the hall, and everytime I see her I'm convinced she's talking about me or laughing at me as she walks in the opposite direction. Her best friend, however, is a conceided person and hates when I bring up the topic. So is there anyway to forget about it? Does this happen to anyone else? I know I went about this the wrong way when I told her I liked her, but is there anyway of riding this problem?
Thanks for any help.