sageproduct
Banned
What's up guys.
Boy oh boy, it sure has been a while. Just wanted to check in with you guys and let you know that I haven't forgotten about the community here and that no, my FR thread isn't just dropping away to oblivion like so many other FR threads have within the first week of their creation.
So: What's happened with the ladies since my last post?
A: Absolutely nothing. Zero.
But I'm gonna say something here. Never have I been happier in my life. I am working my fwcking ass off at college. I've basically quit social life. My goals are so goddamn important to me that I think about them constantly. I want to become rich, not just that, but I want to achieve, so fwcking bad. Every minute I spent in a social setting, I just kept thinking, "I could be working right now, I could be working right now."
Something happened to me. I was known in high school as the smart kid who was lazy as sh!t. Now my roommates think of me as an incredibly disciplined person. I've been going to bed at 9 pm (except for today, there's another reason for that), lifting outside of team lifting, doing yoga four times a week, eating incredibly healthy, sticking with my budget like crazy (I'm on pace to spend only about $120 total this month on food), studying like a maniac and staying extremely organized.
Here's to put things in perspective. I'm pursuing a double major. Except the majors are in different colleges at my university, so it's called a dual degree. I am also pursuing two other minors, as well as a certificate in entrepreneurship. It's gonna be a sh!tload of work. Oh, and on a 3 year plan. Next semester I am registered for 21 credit hours. At our school, 12 is the minimum for a full-time student, and 18 is the maximum. I had to get special permission to overload. Add on to this that to keep my athletic scholarship, I am required to attend our practices 2 hours a day, 5 times a week, and conditioning/lifting another hour 5 times a week.
You know how the DJ Bible teaches to not make women your first priority? Well, I've known that since I've been on this site, but it's never actually come true for me. I could have been dedicating all my time to studying and working out, but I knew it was all for women in the end. This time, I just know it's different.
Last weekend my roommates through a huge party at our place with tons of hot chicks. Instead of going to the party at my own place , I went somewhere where I could study and go to bed early and wake up early the next morning.
I know I can honestly say my ultimate cause isn't for women now. I want to achieve my goals so fwcking bad. I'm constantly thinking about them. Before, I would always be thinking about girls, how should I talk to them, girls that I liked, etc. Well now, I hardly ever think about it. If I see a girl on the street, I'll try to make eye contact and say hi. But outside of that, I honestly don't think about it anymore.
I knowthis change is for keeps now.
I'm more confident than I have ever been my entire life. This confidence is derived through the passion for which I have for life and my goals. I'm not miserably beating myself up either; I have my teammates, who are awesome and I have a great time with, usually while we are hard at work at practice, lifting, or conditioning.
Every time I do something that's not studying or working my part-time job of online tutoring, I think about the opportunity cost of doing something fun as opposed to productive. I'm completely sure of myself in any situation for one reason--because I face these challenges on a daily basis, and I have first-hand observed my own toughness in the face of these challenges.
My view on girls is finally what it should be--a side consideration, a mere escape to my real ambitions in the world.
Am I giving up on women? Hell no. Am I giving up on them in the present? Maybe. More accurately, my efforts at pursuing girls have really just been displaced by my desire to achieve in terms of emotional attachment. When I happen to be sitting next to a girl who is actually attractive in a class (NOT often at my school), I'll talk to her and flirt with her, without even caring what happens. Sounds like I should be pulling regularly if this attitude is indeed the one I have.
So does thinking about this disprove itself? No, because I only realized it yesterday when my roommates were talking about how fwcking hard it is to get girls at our school, and how they were gonna look for tips online and I suddenly thought, "Wow, I haven't been on sosuave in forever." Then another thought occurred to me, "Wow, I haven't even thought about trying to get girls or gaming forever."
In this whole process, too, I've realized my standards for myself and my peers have skyrocketed. I'm quick to call out bullsh!t when I see it, something that used to be uncharacteristic of me.
My whole philosophy on "gaming" has changed too. I used to always try to do c&f, insert push&pull at the right time, try to use certain routines to build rapport, plan out how I was gonna make advances, etc. Now, I've (almost) completely thrown it all out the window. For some reason, I just consider myself an alpha male, and try to do whatever feels natural because I just have this gut feeling that the person I am is masculine and attractive.
For the first time, I know that what I've learned in the DJ Bible applies to me, at my very core. I am no longer fronting. You could honestly take all the women out of the world and the course of my life would not change at all. Yes, I would care, because that sure would suck, but it wouldn't change my goals in any way.
I've been keeping my drive high. Those who understand Maslowe's hierarchy of needs know that the most important drives, at the base of the pyramid, are the basic needs such as sex and food. I've been keeping myself hungry in both areas, s that my drive is constantly high. Sexual transmutation works wonders. Staying hungry as multiple benefits for me, since I am trying to lose weight to be quicker, eat less to save money, and stay hungry to keep my physical drive high.
I am so dedicated to my goals, so sure of them that I honestly don't see how I could possibly fail achieving them. I jokingly tell my roommates all the time how badly I want to be rich, but I'm not really joking. It is always on my mind.
Boy oh boy, it sure has been a while. Just wanted to check in with you guys and let you know that I haven't forgotten about the community here and that no, my FR thread isn't just dropping away to oblivion like so many other FR threads have within the first week of their creation.
So: What's happened with the ladies since my last post?
A: Absolutely nothing. Zero.
But I'm gonna say something here. Never have I been happier in my life. I am working my fwcking ass off at college. I've basically quit social life. My goals are so goddamn important to me that I think about them constantly. I want to become rich, not just that, but I want to achieve, so fwcking bad. Every minute I spent in a social setting, I just kept thinking, "I could be working right now, I could be working right now."
Something happened to me. I was known in high school as the smart kid who was lazy as sh!t. Now my roommates think of me as an incredibly disciplined person. I've been going to bed at 9 pm (except for today, there's another reason for that), lifting outside of team lifting, doing yoga four times a week, eating incredibly healthy, sticking with my budget like crazy (I'm on pace to spend only about $120 total this month on food), studying like a maniac and staying extremely organized.
Here's to put things in perspective. I'm pursuing a double major. Except the majors are in different colleges at my university, so it's called a dual degree. I am also pursuing two other minors, as well as a certificate in entrepreneurship. It's gonna be a sh!tload of work. Oh, and on a 3 year plan. Next semester I am registered for 21 credit hours. At our school, 12 is the minimum for a full-time student, and 18 is the maximum. I had to get special permission to overload. Add on to this that to keep my athletic scholarship, I am required to attend our practices 2 hours a day, 5 times a week, and conditioning/lifting another hour 5 times a week.
You know how the DJ Bible teaches to not make women your first priority? Well, I've known that since I've been on this site, but it's never actually come true for me. I could have been dedicating all my time to studying and working out, but I knew it was all for women in the end. This time, I just know it's different.
Last weekend my roommates through a huge party at our place with tons of hot chicks. Instead of going to the party at my own place , I went somewhere where I could study and go to bed early and wake up early the next morning.
I know I can honestly say my ultimate cause isn't for women now. I want to achieve my goals so fwcking bad. I'm constantly thinking about them. Before, I would always be thinking about girls, how should I talk to them, girls that I liked, etc. Well now, I hardly ever think about it. If I see a girl on the street, I'll try to make eye contact and say hi. But outside of that, I honestly don't think about it anymore.
I knowthis change is for keeps now.
I'm more confident than I have ever been my entire life. This confidence is derived through the passion for which I have for life and my goals. I'm not miserably beating myself up either; I have my teammates, who are awesome and I have a great time with, usually while we are hard at work at practice, lifting, or conditioning.
Every time I do something that's not studying or working my part-time job of online tutoring, I think about the opportunity cost of doing something fun as opposed to productive. I'm completely sure of myself in any situation for one reason--because I face these challenges on a daily basis, and I have first-hand observed my own toughness in the face of these challenges.
My view on girls is finally what it should be--a side consideration, a mere escape to my real ambitions in the world.
Am I giving up on women? Hell no. Am I giving up on them in the present? Maybe. More accurately, my efforts at pursuing girls have really just been displaced by my desire to achieve in terms of emotional attachment. When I happen to be sitting next to a girl who is actually attractive in a class (NOT often at my school), I'll talk to her and flirt with her, without even caring what happens. Sounds like I should be pulling regularly if this attitude is indeed the one I have.
So does thinking about this disprove itself? No, because I only realized it yesterday when my roommates were talking about how fwcking hard it is to get girls at our school, and how they were gonna look for tips online and I suddenly thought, "Wow, I haven't been on sosuave in forever." Then another thought occurred to me, "Wow, I haven't even thought about trying to get girls or gaming forever."
In this whole process, too, I've realized my standards for myself and my peers have skyrocketed. I'm quick to call out bullsh!t when I see it, something that used to be uncharacteristic of me.
My whole philosophy on "gaming" has changed too. I used to always try to do c&f, insert push&pull at the right time, try to use certain routines to build rapport, plan out how I was gonna make advances, etc. Now, I've (almost) completely thrown it all out the window. For some reason, I just consider myself an alpha male, and try to do whatever feels natural because I just have this gut feeling that the person I am is masculine and attractive.
For the first time, I know that what I've learned in the DJ Bible applies to me, at my very core. I am no longer fronting. You could honestly take all the women out of the world and the course of my life would not change at all. Yes, I would care, because that sure would suck, but it wouldn't change my goals in any way.
I've been keeping my drive high. Those who understand Maslowe's hierarchy of needs know that the most important drives, at the base of the pyramid, are the basic needs such as sex and food. I've been keeping myself hungry in both areas, s that my drive is constantly high. Sexual transmutation works wonders. Staying hungry as multiple benefits for me, since I am trying to lose weight to be quicker, eat less to save money, and stay hungry to keep my physical drive high.
I am so dedicated to my goals, so sure of them that I honestly don't see how I could possibly fail achieving them. I jokingly tell my roommates all the time how badly I want to be rich, but I'm not really joking. It is always on my mind.
