1 month from now, .... i'll either be alone or still have a relationship with my HB7. The cozz? My insecurity and stupidness... 
Som1 things about her :
1.) she's a loyal girl when in a relationship.. i saw her quite some times she bailed from her guy friend when probrably sense me being jealosy..
2.)Dont know why but.. We're same school, same class, But .. we seldom interact with each other in class... lol
In class she's probrably the most pretty girl.. so guys usually talk to her...
3.)We've been together for about 7 monthes more or less.. Never been a 'real' date with her before.... lol
but we spend time together in my house.... where we make out few times already...
4.) Did i mention she's a foreigner... from another country close to my town.. she's living with her very strict aunt here...
5.) I used to called almost everyday... back in the day she got no feelings for me
During the holidays in december... she called me almost everyday ( her sister that is .. a bit mental problem.. )
Her IL still very high... she said once she "won't have a change of heart" <-- abig exaggerated don't u think
Here's the sits :
School re-started few days ago...when i first saw her in school in weeks, i had a feeling,
dunno why.. it's like i don't like her anymore...
So a few days later, i used my good-for-nothing mouth to confront her about it.. i asked her if i lost my feelings for her, would she wanto break?
*what an idiot me* <<-- insecure?
While she's making her decision... i reliazed maybe i stilll like her..... *duh.. maybe i have a mental disorder *
my poor heart beat so fast when she's about to spill the answer.
*When i asked her if still love me ? she said she hated me for coz my insecurity side always ask this kind of bs.. and she said she enjoyed to be with me.. *
*1 question here.. am i in 'comfort zone' according to
WyldFire's Post *
We finally agreed to breakup for a month which will become permenantly if none of us call it off... means we can get back anytime as long as som1 wants to..
Yesterday i phoned her and ask her "come to my house"
where i intended to makeit up with her....
The answer from her : "need to clean my house coz my house is messsy coz no1 fill in 4 me when i'm sick"
What's this??? Her Game?? she did get sicked btw..
*What i now wanna know is how good my chance to get back with her..? As i do my relationship some harm by being a wussy..
and HOW? what i can think of now is ring her and tell her to come or we break*
*and i olso dun wanna hear any NEXT... i still want this relationship.. i can probrably gointo her '***** ' next time we makeout. *
Som1 things about her :
1.) she's a loyal girl when in a relationship.. i saw her quite some times she bailed from her guy friend when probrably sense me being jealosy..
2.)Dont know why but.. We're same school, same class, But .. we seldom interact with each other in class... lol
In class she's probrably the most pretty girl.. so guys usually talk to her...
3.)We've been together for about 7 monthes more or less.. Never been a 'real' date with her before.... lol
but we spend time together in my house.... where we make out few times already...
4.) Did i mention she's a foreigner... from another country close to my town.. she's living with her very strict aunt here...
5.) I used to called almost everyday...
back in the day she got no feelings for me During the holidays in december... she called me almost everyday ( her sister that is
.. a bit mental problem.. )Her IL still very high... she said once she "won't have a change of heart" <-- abig exaggerated don't u think
Here's the sits :
School re-started few days ago...when i first saw her in school in weeks, i had a feeling,
dunno why.. it's like i don't like her anymore...
So a few days later, i used my good-for-nothing mouth to confront her about it.. i asked her if i lost my feelings for her, would she wanto break?
*what an idiot me* <<-- insecure?
While she's making her decision... i reliazed maybe i stilll like her..... *duh.. maybe i have a mental disorder
* my poor heart beat so fast when she's about to spill the answer.
*When i asked her if still love me ? she said she hated me for coz my insecurity side always ask this kind of bs.. and she said she enjoyed to be with me.. *
*1 question here.. am i in 'comfort zone' according to
WyldFire's Post *
We finally agreed to breakup for a month which will become permenantly if none of us call it off... means we can get back anytime as long as som1 wants to..
Yesterday i phoned her and ask her "come to my house"
where i intended to makeit up with her....
The answer from her : "need to clean my house coz my house is messsy coz no1 fill in 4 me when i'm sick"
What's this??? Her Game?? she did get sicked btw..
*What i now wanna know is how good my chance to get back with her..? As i do my relationship some harm by being a wussy..
and HOW? what i can think of now is ring her and tell her to come or we break*
*and i olso dun wanna hear any NEXT... i still want this relationship.. i can probrably gointo her '***** ' next time we makeout.
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