I hope this is the right topic to post this on. My first post on here and only a few months into being red pill aware. I was a super simp blue pill beta. My exgf left me towards the end of March. She used the COVID lockdown for "needing space". I went for an emotional rollercoaster ride. It brought on feeling I had buried from my divorce. (Back story: By the time I filed for divorce, I couldn't stand wife. I did not have the attachment struggle with it.) It felt like everything I should have felt going through my divorce. Anyways it broke my ego, I started with all self help book, therapist, etc etc. I had barely talked to her over those months. Other than trying the "how to text your ex back" moves. She texted me in June 18 and told me to remove her from my calendar (which I had forgotten I linked her to it). That she no longer cared and to delete her from my life. By this time I had been through How to be a 3% Man a couple of times. I was able to hold my center, responded to her accordingly and left the door open. Yesterday she accepted a friend request from me that I sent to her back when all the **** was going down. I am looking to play this right. I currently have 2 plates spinning and 3 more I am just starting to work on. I am not going back to how I was. I would be lying though if I said I did care for her still. Am I reading too much into this? Is this her subtle way of opening the door back up? I looked at her page and it appears that she's in the hospital right now with complications from a surgery. That's tugging on them old feelings, and makes me want to send a pm to check on her. The other part just says ignore it, pretend like you are too busy to notice she accepted the request. If you are still reading after all of that...what is your opinion?