AFCinBC's Bootcamp Journal

[AFCinBC]

Hey guys, been putting this off way to long gona do it starting tday.
Not really Important but I just moved into my own place for the first time like a month ago.... I'm almost 21 so I've been a little sheltered, lol.

http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=BMGLHLN&key=MNX

not my best picture but you get the idea.

Wish me luck!!! I'll start posting tommorow.

 

[duke007]

Good luck man! If you keep on track, boot camp will be the best period of your life.

Having your own place will be a huge benefit too so don't give up!

 

[AFCinBC]

I didnt really start tday... lol
last night woke up ... still drunk...
roomate passed me a bottle ....
now I'm still drunk.......

BUT ... did talk to the girl downstairs from me... she is 8.5 or so
she comes and hangs out with me and my roomate almost daily
and today... she said...
I wish I had a penis... which I promptly burst into laughter... drunk ******* I am.....
anyway she said she wishes she was a guy so she could be a total man*****... that she would ask every hot girl "hey wana ****? yeah o.k."
thought it was funny.
tommorow I work selling raffle tickets LOTs of chances to PU and ****...
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In retrospect... I was ****ing wasted when I wrote this post... FYI

 

[AFCinBC]

week 1 day 2 .. or 3 lol

Well Here about are my Hi's
maybe... 100 hello's from various ppl.
perhaps... 25 of them where HB7+
No # closes
No F closes

I'm seriously changing my views on life in general@stop teh hate!!
Dont really know what else to post I dont memorize my convo's with chicks cause they dont really matter. Almost always they flirt with me... I tease them... end of story.

O yeah, one great thing I noticed that I read on some other post was to check girls out do the visual scan from toes to head... I usually stop for a sec on the ass... but you get the idea they really seem to get flattered and smile at me. Some are b!tches but thats life not everyone is gona be in a good mood.

Plus I'm selling raffle tickets for a food drive all week so thats way neat chicks dig that ****

pulled my groin a couple days ago really bad so I'm not really up to any real activities .. can barely walk but I'm healing fast and still striking up convo's.

Gona go get my Silk Clothing outa dry cleaners tommorow gona really tear **** up then ;P

Till tommorow. Peace out.

 

[AFCinBC]

Week 1 Day 3.. or um 5

Yeah didnt do **** tday... went to work no time for shower shave or any of that..
say a very cute girl checking me out but totaly pussed out ... she was just standing their waitin for me to say something but I didnt so.. yeah kinda feel bad about that.
other than that prolly said hi to like 20 or 30 ppl tday.
had convo's with a couple strangers and... yeah

seems like although women are attracted to me and give me yes signals for approach I always ***** out... gota stop that.

 

[Porky]

boston college?
british colombia?

 

[AFCinBC]

same day 8 hours later

Damn, the drama is incredible these days hahaha...
as to college I'm not enrolled I work full time and play the rest untill july where I go to a tech school which means no hotties anyway. Another kinda bad day lol.... wasnt feeling good so I really didnt try before or after the party at my place...
the HB from downstairs came up and got trashed but went home with some other guy.... kinda sucked but she is off limits anyway... lol so I Next on that one... and tommorow I start recruiting hot chicks for parties at my house.
I would prolly look better with clean cloths but I still have no cash so... no silk from dry cleaner still dressing pretty down for me.
I'm feeling pretty down last couple days although I got lots of hi's and convo's I still havnt tried to close at all... I have a slight fear of commitment and lots of trust issues but BC will kncok that **** outa my head ... I will make sure it does =-)

Always remember no matter how beutiful a girl is somguy somewhere is sick of her ****.

 

[AFCinBC]

You never realize what a ***** your are till u start trying to PU chicks and dont have the ballz to even when they are intrested...
dont know who said it might been pook...

BE A MAN!!!!

not to be to negative or anything.... lol
Ok I had to put some actually helpfull info in not just whine...

So far what I've learned..
EC - seems like flirting to me but I could be wrong... I always get lots of EC with most girls they really seem to have high intrest in what I say or do always looking at me or checking me every frew minutes duno hopefully a DJ can help me with this...
Sex- I notice girls bring up sex alot once they get a good comfort level going with you every 10 seconds I swear something about sex is getting brought up .... I mean I never bring it up around girls but we always end up talking about it...
Close... still havnt got the ballz to try gona do that tommorow and not stop till i get at least 3.
O.K. my posts are pretty messed but I only get about 4 hours of sleep a night so I'm pretty outa it and I party all night every night.... but gota be up in 5 hours so if i go to bed now Ill get 4 maybe... peace out guys the more I do it the more confidence I'll get so ... I just need to do it... gona try that... k

 

[AFCinBC]

Just found this....


You know, the thing about approaching is to make it fun. If the girl find you attractive and you find her attractive and you talk, it just can't go wrong. Don't worry so much, talk wit the firl who find you attractive and she'll help you in the convo. PU should be fun. :] Repeat, FUN OH LALA !

 

[AFCinBC]

Wow, Exciting times.
Havnt posted lately been very busy...
Since my last post I've like... a revolution of thought....
or midlife crisis at age of 20... eather way...
I made amends with both my parents ... faced my fears and stuff..
Got a nice truck.... lol
found my old $600 sheepskin ralph loren leather jacket to go with my silk clothing
I dont really know what to say...
I've never had a problem getting women...
I had a problem getting them to my house...
if you have ever been to montana you know why.
So yeah you could say my entire life has had a complete 180 turn around... I mean holy ****... lol
its been like 3 days since i've slept cause I had a serious mental breakdown.... but it was for the better.
Anyway I just got closure for my feelings tday and also I got 2 free theater tickets for any movie place in town... talk about a stroke of good luck.. and I think it has something to do with my acceptance as god is my savior. I think the most important thing to learn about becomeing a DJ is that you have to be responsible for your actions. I have no idea what your cities are like but most of the ppl I've met and I actually know my entire age group by name... small towns... 60,000 pop but the ppl here are completely opposite of DJ... the only reason anyone connects is desperation and convenience.
Sorry for the long post I had a lot go on and yeah..
As far as the DJ stuff goes, Before all this happend and I couldnt get around ... I notice miss teen montana has a high IL in me staring at me when she thinks I dont notice... lots of direct eye contat even when talking to mulitple ppl... stuff like that ... and she constantly tries to get me check her out always bending over to tie her shoe and **** lol.......
Anyway now I can just go do what I want to and find some chick while doing what I have fun doing... who likes to do that too... maybe... thats my plan anyway.
Peace
O yeah... gona have to get some miss teen montana of course!
If she ever finds this post I'm so ****ed ....
peace

 

[AFCinBC]

been a while since I updated but with halloween and everything its been crazy.
to be honest Ive about given up hope...
i dont ask girls out I dont really talk to anyone or initiate convo's ever... its not cause I'm afraid... its cause I'm sick of how stupid ppl are.
Ok... example ... I'm sitting at a friends house...
for about an hour or so I listen to them banter about who is correct on how mutch a value meal in canada is....
now seems how none of us has been to canada and ... most likely none of us will ever go to canada... to me... I just say nothing and think... why do these ppl get up in the morning?

Or say my job...

I go to work... and it has to be the most dramatic place ever... High school has nothing on this crap... so no motivatoin to talk in that place if I tell ppl about my nights or parties it instantly becomes gossip ... so i just shut my face.

Lets see I havnt been laid in like.. 3 years
I'm not the hottest guy on earth but when I clean myself up and dress in silk .... I get alot of looks.
In fact I think I'm the problem.
it isnt really even a problem.
2 nights ago a redhead asked me to come over to her house and ****...
I said no.

I shouldnt turn down good things but I dont want to be stalked again eather.

stuff like this happens alot... I get lots of offers *when* I go out but I dont go out... because why ... everyone is eather retarded beyond belief or so slutty I just cant do it.

I have standards and no girls I meet have the qualities I'm looking for...
I mean look you wana ****... you dont have to say.. wana ****?
there are mutch smoother ways to go plus when I'm not turned on and somone shoots something like that it makes my skin crawl... because I know its not just me its lots of guys..
thats what disgusts me what happend to self respect dont ppl realize what that does to them?
Well, I duno what to do with myself I'm going down to the school in a couple minutes to register for classes next spring...
I'm really feeling down

 

[AFCinBC]

I need to get out of this state its the biggest hell hole on earth.