Senior Don Juan
- Apr 6, 2018
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That's right man!I went no contact with my parents for 2 years, and it was a great decision. A lot lead up to it but it was a decision I had to make, my relationship that I have now with both is greatly improved as they know if they try to manipulate me or play games I'll be gone for another couple of years.
It's tough to pull the trigger but you have to do what's right for your own mental well-being, parents are not supposed to make you feel like ****. They are supposed to do the opposite.
I was so many time slaved to that... and the more I keep living like that, the more affraid I become. I have so much fear of becoming like them because of those traumas. I woke up everyday thinking if I could become a narcissist. It really scares.
I'm taking bupropion for 4 months, and it's kind of helping giving me some strength and become more neutral and less reactive. But the more I feel better, the more he attack harder.
And after he knew that I'm working to build my own business, he is putting a heavy charge of work on my job, so I don't achieve that. It's really funny that. Sometimes it seems he hate me, but at same time he cannot be without me.
I have 3 temporary options, considering that my main goal is my app/games company.
1 - I'm looking for another job, sending my curriculum anywhere in my country.
2 - I'm thinking about selling supplements online. I've made the calculations and based on the market here and the supplier that I found, I can get something about 50% of profit. I'm seriously thinking to risk on that field... As I can see that people are consuming it a lot.
3 - I have another skills like UI/UX designer, graphic designer... I like to do that, but it's not a good paying job in brazil. Unless you become a freelancer. So I'm also analyzing it.
Thanks for your feedback.