Rashad
Don Juan
Ok first, let me start by saying a big THANK YOU!! To sosuave and pook. I have been reading like crazy ever since my eyes opened. And ever since my breakup a month ago. Today was like I was reborn!!!
I started the day off with affirmations like I usually do, and I just had this confidence about me..because I realized in reading last night, that the goal is to HAVE FUN and find JOY within yourself! Also to be a REAL MAN and not a WIMP or “NICE GUY.” Not to get laid. That is just a byproduct. I was just different. I looked HB10’s square in the face with a smirk the entire day and it got to a point that I was radiating confidence so much that I didn’t even have to look at them, but I could see them check me out!!
So the first sign that something was shifted in me was when I went to lunch. I work in a mall, and I always eat at this Chinese place. I was minding my own business when a cute HB7 came up to order right next to me and I could tell she was checking me out. NOW, normally I would ignore her and freeze! I broke the mold and just struck up a convo that was light and fun and kept my cool 100%. She was definitely showing IOI’s and into me. I could have/should have went for the number after introducing myself, but I chickened out at the last second. Still a victory! And a seed well planted.
There is this 21 year old girl that I met at the club, and made out with her that night....(definitely HB8 or 9)….like two weeks ago. Turns out she lives downstairs two floors in my apt. building!! So they went out and I decided to shoot out for a bit too just to have fun, and play the game. Its so fun when it’s a game!
We were dancing and just having fun and I was actually more focused on hanging with the bros than anything, but they were going to another bar and wanted me to follow. I did. Things got crazy!!
The HB9 left and we were supposedly going to have an afterparty at one of our apartments (oh the convenience!). Well her friend stayed, who I actually knew well before. Now this friend is very very cute. Shes 21 and divorced 6 mos ago. Has a few kids..so I kinda just steered clear being that I liked her tall friend. Now this chick is into me. I always thought that, but she was all over me when her friend left. So im drunk, and I may regret this, but right in the middle of the bar shes starts making out with me. Its getting bad…. I gave her so many tries to get out of coming to my place. I actually told her “I am not what you are looking for if you want a relationship. I don’t want to mislead you *kiss* kiss*..seriously!”
She actually ended up seducing me!!!! I turned it around and made her chase me. She showed up at my place and we were going to go to her friend’s apt for the afterparty.
ME: I have to go to the bathroom
HER: Me too.
ME: you coming up to my place then?
HER: yeah.
As soon as we got in she tackled me. This had to be the best sex ive ever had in my life. I was so dominant that she practically cried when she came. It was nuts. It lasted until a half hour ago and it is 6:41 am on my clock. We got here about 1:30 am.
I AM NOT SCREWING WITH YOU. IT WAS ANIMALISTIC. THIS GIRL IS NUTS.
THANK YOU SOSUAVE!!! Holy ****. I mean, we took breaks, but ****. ****!
I cannot wait to go sarge again… although that was more or less an accident. It was all because of me reading and applying thought process, not techniques or gimmicks.
She just left…we have a vow of silence. I am hoping she keeps hers.
Needless to say, we never made it to the afterparty….
I started the day off with affirmations like I usually do, and I just had this confidence about me..because I realized in reading last night, that the goal is to HAVE FUN and find JOY within yourself! Also to be a REAL MAN and not a WIMP or “NICE GUY.” Not to get laid. That is just a byproduct. I was just different. I looked HB10’s square in the face with a smirk the entire day and it got to a point that I was radiating confidence so much that I didn’t even have to look at them, but I could see them check me out!!
So the first sign that something was shifted in me was when I went to lunch. I work in a mall, and I always eat at this Chinese place. I was minding my own business when a cute HB7 came up to order right next to me and I could tell she was checking me out. NOW, normally I would ignore her and freeze! I broke the mold and just struck up a convo that was light and fun and kept my cool 100%. She was definitely showing IOI’s and into me. I could have/should have went for the number after introducing myself, but I chickened out at the last second. Still a victory! And a seed well planted.
There is this 21 year old girl that I met at the club, and made out with her that night....(definitely HB8 or 9)….like two weeks ago. Turns out she lives downstairs two floors in my apt. building!! So they went out and I decided to shoot out for a bit too just to have fun, and play the game. Its so fun when it’s a game!
We were dancing and just having fun and I was actually more focused on hanging with the bros than anything, but they were going to another bar and wanted me to follow. I did. Things got crazy!!
The HB9 left and we were supposedly going to have an afterparty at one of our apartments (oh the convenience!). Well her friend stayed, who I actually knew well before. Now this friend is very very cute. Shes 21 and divorced 6 mos ago. Has a few kids..so I kinda just steered clear being that I liked her tall friend. Now this chick is into me. I always thought that, but she was all over me when her friend left. So im drunk, and I may regret this, but right in the middle of the bar shes starts making out with me. Its getting bad…. I gave her so many tries to get out of coming to my place. I actually told her “I am not what you are looking for if you want a relationship. I don’t want to mislead you *kiss* kiss*..seriously!”
She actually ended up seducing me!!!! I turned it around and made her chase me. She showed up at my place and we were going to go to her friend’s apt for the afterparty.
ME: I have to go to the bathroom
HER: Me too.
ME: you coming up to my place then?
HER: yeah.
As soon as we got in she tackled me. This had to be the best sex ive ever had in my life. I was so dominant that she practically cried when she came. It was nuts. It lasted until a half hour ago and it is 6:41 am on my clock. We got here about 1:30 am.
I AM NOT SCREWING WITH YOU. IT WAS ANIMALISTIC. THIS GIRL IS NUTS.
THANK YOU SOSUAVE!!! Holy ****. I mean, we took breaks, but ****. ****!
I cannot wait to go sarge again… although that was more or less an accident. It was all because of me reading and applying thought process, not techniques or gimmicks.
She just left…we have a vow of silence. I am hoping she keeps hers.
Needless to say, we never made it to the afterparty….
