Listen guys,
i just need a little support here. sure this site has helped me improve but not very visible improvement but some indeed. however i'm just going through a slump aight? i'm lacking motivation and looking for a way to motivate myself always.
my grades are suffering because of lack of motivation and my social skills are very under developed because of the same reason, even though i want to become the life of the party.
i guess the state that i'm in now is sort of like... i'm looking at myself like i'm the sh!+ and thinking that i am but i cant prove it to myself even though i say i can do it.
all i'm asking right now i for a means for me to motivate myself and if you dont have anything encouraging to say, please remember that it will be disregarded...
so all of you that want to help, send away.... and hopefully your advice is strong and motivating enough and i think thats what i need, some strong advice... cuz this incident should have motivated me :
remember how i told you guys that this girl asked me out? we had been friends for quite a while and we're sort of close. well it was all a hoax and let me tell you about it....
after school on a tuesday last week, i was walking to get picked up from school, and she comes beside me and just asks whats going on. So we talk a little and then she asks if i'll go out with her and i think for a little bit and say "aight, sure".
she says" really?"
i say " yeah, really"
I say " so you're my girl now"
she says " yea, and i'm your girl"
i'm feeling like a pimp and go home. next day she sees me, instead of hugging me or kissing me, she blows a kiss. okayfine.
friday come i call and ask w'sup we chat a little. so i decide not to call her again until after she has called me... no call at all. monday came and it was my b-day. she hasnt given me jack **** and i'm confused. so i ask to talk to her and we sit down for a bit and i ask her why she's been ignoring me and not talking to me and tell that if she continues we'll break up. YOU KNOW WHAT SHE SAYS???? WELL ABG, I WASN'T REALLY ASKING YOU OUT... I THOUGHT YOU JUST TOOK IT AS JOKE CUZ WE JOKE LIKE THAT ALL THE TIME!! i'm soorry!
i'm embarrased and we work it out fine. then later that day i go to her house and we talk and i decide to ask her out instead and say that theres no trick and she says NO !!!!
We havent talked since!!
The END
Now, i'd say something like that happening should have motivated me but nooooooo .... so please help me out
i just need a little support here. sure this site has helped me improve but not very visible improvement but some indeed. however i'm just going through a slump aight? i'm lacking motivation and looking for a way to motivate myself always.
my grades are suffering because of lack of motivation and my social skills are very under developed because of the same reason, even though i want to become the life of the party.
i guess the state that i'm in now is sort of like... i'm looking at myself like i'm the sh!+ and thinking that i am but i cant prove it to myself even though i say i can do it.
all i'm asking right now i for a means for me to motivate myself and if you dont have anything encouraging to say, please remember that it will be disregarded...
so all of you that want to help, send away.... and hopefully your advice is strong and motivating enough and i think thats what i need, some strong advice... cuz this incident should have motivated me :
remember how i told you guys that this girl asked me out? we had been friends for quite a while and we're sort of close. well it was all a hoax and let me tell you about it....
after school on a tuesday last week, i was walking to get picked up from school, and she comes beside me and just asks whats going on. So we talk a little and then she asks if i'll go out with her and i think for a little bit and say "aight, sure".
she says" really?"
i say " yeah, really"
I say " so you're my girl now"
she says " yea, and i'm your girl"
i'm feeling like a pimp and go home. next day she sees me, instead of hugging me or kissing me, she blows a kiss. okayfine.
friday come i call and ask w'sup we chat a little. so i decide not to call her again until after she has called me... no call at all. monday came and it was my b-day. she hasnt given me jack **** and i'm confused. so i ask to talk to her and we sit down for a bit and i ask her why she's been ignoring me and not talking to me and tell that if she continues we'll break up. YOU KNOW WHAT SHE SAYS???? WELL ABG, I WASN'T REALLY ASKING YOU OUT... I THOUGHT YOU JUST TOOK IT AS JOKE CUZ WE JOKE LIKE THAT ALL THE TIME!! i'm soorry!
i'm embarrased and we work it out fine. then later that day i go to her house and we talk and i decide to ask her out instead and say that theres no trick and she says NO !!!!
We havent talked since!!
The END
Now, i'd say something like that happening should have motivated me but nooooooo .... so please help me out
