hate

I was at a party, there was a girl from my class that I have the biggest crush on, you could say I'm in love and we hooked up and that was awesome, she told me she liked me back but we were quite drunk. We slept together, we DIDNT have sexual intercourse but we did make out and do oral things...

I'm not gonna lie...I straight up hate women. I hate they way they think. BUT, across my life I've met a few that I genuinely cared for. Mainly because my communication with them felt like I was talking to a PERSON and not a woman. I didn't even feel hate from them either...Some of these few...

I can't get it out of my god damn head that if I make ANY eye contact it'll go straight to "Omg... he must be a psycho killer!" Like, call me crazy, but it feels like women constantly hoping for the opportunity to claim sexual harassment or scream RAPE!! like it was a ****ing button they keep...