Recent content by leeraconteur

Unknown. Perhaps low energy conveys non-desirable traits to women. Maybe I appear too low-key, too un-motivated, too un-aggressive, too un-ambitious. Who knows. Perhaps women should be shelved permanently on my agenda and I should be happy that I am alive and leave it at that. It isn't as...

"Did you notice that when you moved, most of your problems moved with you?" This is the trite cliche, very untrue in my case. No, because they didn't. My health and energy are much much better now that I am not in the USA eating the food and drinking the water. Work is not a problem, life...

I will see what happens in the future.

I honestly do not know. Since the variety of guys I see hooked up runs from disheveled, fat, drunk, ugly, unshaven losers to Shanghai Woofy Hotshots, it's hard to say. Well, I am referring to my own history so I don't think this applies. I often encounter this when seeking advice online (a...

Wrong. It's the hormones in the air and the drugs in the air, water, food and such. 3 days in the USA and I get bad bad anxiety, I gain weight, my moods go crazy, I feel like crap all the time, and everything I eat tastes like and feels like poison or a numbing agent. Then all the heart symptoms...

I no longer know. I have had everything tested over and over the past 7/8 years and I am just tired of it. My hands have scar tissue on them from the needle prices and IV's and blood draws. The doctors don't know, they don't care, and I don't have $500k to toss at Scripps in La Jolla to get...

I can have sex, it's the money earning, success image, confident energetic thing that is just no longer possible and seems likely to be the cause of why I am not pulling the babes. Why the interest? Loneliness, that's why. My doc's say I can do anything - and I can. For a few hours before...

Let's see. I nearly died, and they didn't. I am tired all the time, I cannot fake the energy. Stimulants will kill me. This is not hyperbole. So I probably don't seem confident, and I don't give a **** because there are more important things than appearing alpha, confident...

Why bother? It goes away when I am not in the USA. So the solution is to not be present in the USA. Simple. ...and to repeat myself, again, drugs fvck me up. No thanks, no more SSRI for me.

I don't scowl. I smile most of the time.

Does not explain guys here, 20 - 60, no language at all not a single word, one month off the boat, no money, dress beyond poorly, so badly dressed you cannot believe it, no expert from afar, who land a girl within a month. Often they don't even need to speak with them. For me, it's an...

I am an American, too. Re-re-read. I cannot inhale. Anything. You suppose this vapor is just going to magically not go through my lungs? Ingestion of ANY drug, smoke, inhale, your allegedly harmless vapor or otherwise - bad, bad idea. All drugs I have taken in the past 7 years have had nasty...

I have gotten this advice from several people in various places. Please re-read my post. HEART ATTACK(S). I cannot inhale any smoke. When I do, instant chest pains, elevated heart rate, and a blood pressure headache follow within minutes. Pot, cigarettes, smoke from a fire - all the same...

Neither. I am not whipped, I am exhausted all of the time. I am tired, and I really don't care about any massive expenditure of energy as I just don't have it. It's not there. Own the world? I just laugh. Folly. A fool's goal. Guys like that are just working themselves to death, literally -...

"How to overcome shortness?" The answer is right there.