Do people with aspd communicate entirely different?

[Firecrotch66]

There's a girl I ran into in the hallway of my building and I commented on her doormat that said Go away. She said it's just a joke and it keeps all the psychopaths away. Now I technically am a psychopath. Clinically speaking psychopathy is no longer a diagnosis you get tossed into a category called Cluster B. Anyways did she call me out? We talked for a good two hours straight after that comment. Found out Alot about her. I'm curious if I have a different speech pattern and that's what she caught onto. I deflected the possibility of me being one and directed her attention to people in my building who could be.

 

[Firecrotch66]

I don't think you're a psychopath. Just narcissistic or a troll. Possibly both.

I have the actual diagnosis for aspd however that's based on behavior and not personality. My actions fall directly into that category personality not at all. I have plenty of skeletons in my closet. I might just be overthinking it. Yet if she caught on that quick that's not good. Plus psychopathy is not like Hollywood. We're just very goal oriented and don't have an off button. We don't have the ability to "just enjoy it". It's one goal to the next. Mechanical in essence.

 

[Zimbabwe]

As someone actually diagnosed as being NPD (similar to aspd), women LOVE it.

Narcissists can be very charismatic and persuasive. When they’re interested in you (for their own gratification), they make you feel very special and wanted. However, once they lose interest in you (most likely after they’ve gotten what they want, or became bored), they may drop you without a second thought. A narcissist can be very engaging and sociable, as long as you’re fulfilling what she desires, and giving her all of your attention.

 

[Firecrotch66]

As someone actually diagnosed as being NPD (similar to aspd), women LOVE it.

Narcissists can be very charismatic and persuasive. When they’re interested in you (for their own gratification), they make you feel very special and wanted. However, once they lose interest in you (most likely after they’ve gotten what they want, or became bored), they may drop you without a second thought. A narcissist can be very engaging and sociable, as long as you’re fulfilling what she desires, and giving her all of your attention.

Oh I know. Both of my parents they will never get diagnosed yet they 100% have NPD. My Dad built the biggest f***in mansion in the neighborhood just as a flex and since his company does quite well for itself he loves the attention he gets from it. He was super abusive growing up behind closed doors and a total angel on the public eye. People saw him as a angel while I saw the Devil(he's better now. Miles of improvement). My Mom she's obsessed with physical looks and psychologically messed up my siblings and with this whole mantra physical looks is all that matters. Mom hardcore brainwashed me into this belief that my job in the family is to function as a physical and emotional shield for my Mom. Narcissim man I fu***** grew up with those a**Holes. No offense man, fu** all of you. Made my childhood He**. My Dad's two fav statements "my way or the highway" and "I love you"(after doing a whole bunch of horrific stuff to my siblings and I).

My Mom's I'll give you love and affection conditionally if you move this stupid tree from one spot in the yard to a foot further. I don't know what was with that. She'd change the backyard landscape every couple days. It was crazy. Then she'd annouce this whole thing about "she's a great person and say Dad is a narcissist. He's the bad guy." I hate Narcs. Sorry to burn you with that if I met you in person I would hate your guts. You guys are so so annoying. You're basically a toddler in the body of an Adult.

Regardless of my rant. I see what you're saying.

 

[Zimbabwe]

Oh I know. Both of my parents they will never get diagnosed yet they 100% have NPD. My Dad built the biggest f***in mansion in the neighborhood just as a flex and since his company does quite well for itself he loves the attention he gets from it. He was super abusive growing up behind closed doors and a total angel on the public eye. People saw him as a angel while I saw the Devil(he's better now. Miles of improvement). My Mom she's obsessed with physical looks and psychologically messed up my siblings and with this whole mantra physical looks is all that matters. Mom hardcore brainwashed me into this belief that my job in the family is to function as a physical and emotional shield for my Mom. Narcissim man I fu***** grew up with those a**Holes. No offense man, fu** all of you. Made my childhood He**. My Dad's two fav statements "my way or the highway" and "I love you"(after doing a whole bunch of horrific stuff to my siblings and I).

My Mom's I'll give you love and affection conditionally if you move this stupid tree from one spot in the yard to a foot further. I don't know what was with that. She'd change the backyard landscape every couple days. It was crazy. Then she'd annouce this whole thing about "she's a great person and say Dad is a narcissist. He's the bad guy." I hate Narcs. Sorry to burn you with that if I met you in person I would hate your guts. You guys are so so annoying. You're basically a toddler in the body of an Adult.

Regardless of my rant. I see what you're saying.

I can shed some light from my own experience, most people with a personality disorder don't get diagnosed because they don't see anything wrong with how they act. For me i literally thought everyone thought the same way i did.

You're 100% justified in hating people with NPD, let me tell you this. I was so used to and addicted to praise that whenever someone didn't like me i went out of my way to destroy their lives. I spent months to get people fired because they were rude to me in an interview or over the phone. I was the kind of guy who would hold a grudge for years, one guy from highschool was an Ass hole to me so i collected enough dirt on him over the years and got him kicked out of university, he was studying medicine so it's a big deal.

You're parents sound as bad as I used to be, I can't imagine growing up with two of them that would destroy any sane person growing up.

What you need is re parenting from a trained psychologist, my one was able to heal a lot of trauma i had but i still have a ways to go.

 

[B80]

I can shed some light from my own experience, most people with a personality disorder don't get diagnosed because they don't see anything wrong with how they act. For me i literally thought everyone thought the same way i did.

You're 100% justified in hating people with NPD, let me tell you this. I was so used to and addicted to praise that whenever someone didn't like me i went out of my way to destroy their lives. I spent months to get people fired because they were rude to me in an interview or over the phone. I was the kind of guy who would hold a grudge for years, one guy from highschool was an Ass hole to me so i collected enough dirt on him over the years and got him kicked out of university, he was studying medicine so it's a big deal.

You're parents sound as bad as I used to be, I can't imagine growing up with two of them that would destroy any sane person growing up.

What you need is re parenting from a trained psychologist, my one was able to heal a lot of trauma i had but i still have a ways to go.

You don;t come across as a narcissist on the forum, but I guess as you're aware of it can moderate it to a degree. Or hide it

Never understood people who hold grudges like that and f**k peoples lives up, even if they've been arses to you in the past.

Only person I may cause issues for is a friend of an acquaintance that I strongly suspect may have slept with my now ex wife shortly before we split up, but even so, as he has dirt on me and doing so will likely only cause much bigger problems which could effect my daughter, I'm 50/50 on just letting it go. I see it that marriage probably would have ended anyway, so not like he directly caused it, plus I'm not 100% he did and finding it for certain is unlikely as he's not likely to just admit it, neither is the ex.

 

[Zimbabwe]

You don;t come across as a narcissist on the forum, but I guess as you're aware of it can moderate it to a degree. Or hide it

Never understood people who hold grudges like that and f**k peoples lives up, even if they've been arses to you in the past.

Only person I may cause issues for is a friend of an acquaintance that I strongly suspect may have slept with my now ex wife shortly before we split up, but even so, as he has dirt on me and doing so will likely only cause much bigger problems which could effect my daughter, I'm 50/50 on just letting it go. I see it that marriage probably would have ended anyway, so not like he directly caused it, plus I'm not 100% he did and finding it for certain is unlikely as he's not likely to just admit it, neither is the ex.

It's very easy to hide/manage it, that's why you need to be careful when you encounter one. It's hard to recognise early on. I've been able to manage it well and suppress a lot of it, I used to be worse before I visited my psychologist.

With the whole grudges thing, I've always been smart about it. I don't strike until it's been a few months or even a year later that way they don't suspect it was me.

 

[B80]

It's very easy to hide/manage it, that's why you need to be careful when you encounter one. It's hard to recognise early on. I've been able to manage it well and suppress a lot of it, I used to be worse before I visited my psychologist.

With the whole grudges thing, I've always been smart about it. I don't strike until it's been a few months or even a year later that way they don't suspect it was me.

Yep, always best to do stuff 'cold' and calculated to avoid stitching yourself up.

 

[BeExcellent]

Advice from the old lady:

My mother is a covert malignant NPD and also schizoaffective although never diagnosed because she didn’t trust therapists or physicians and medications and of course nothing is wrong with her. She was also sexually abused as a young woman by her father. As a consequence she kept my sisters and I AWAY from her father. We never knew him (a good thing). Her compensation was extreme compartmentalization and she took a cerebral/vulnerable path as an NPD. She was forever the victim in life but also covertly a master manipulator who got amusement from turning family members into one another and stirring up conflict. My father was wise to divorce her, although he always felt guilty about it; inappropriately so.

Having grown up in that environment creates an awareness of this type of behavior that is innate. It also is familiar and hence somewhat comfortable. I learned to recognize and return fire if you will in dealing with the NPD parent. Like @Fruitbat I can easily employ the skillset if necessary and I recognize it very rapidly in others. I too will call out narcissists quietly and subtly in ways they pick up…and it does tend to encourage them to target someone else.

I have a tendency toward dark triad men in that they fascinate me. I also understand them to such a degree that they feel known in a way very few understand…because they always have scars and wounds and damage that I recognize through their behavioral patterns. I am empathic. There is nothing more intoxicating to a dark triad person than to feel loved in an empathetic way. The catch is I still *see* their pathos, and my own. So I am able to manage or handle the NPD in a way few can. That and I am unafraid to call narcissism what it is to their face. So they know I see them as they really are. That allows them to be who they really are. It allows them to be vulnerable and accepted without shame. And so they fall for me because they fall in love with the acceptance they feel in spite of their brokenness.

And in my own pathos I’m not sure I would relate to a thoroughly healthy person (if such a thing really exists).

The main thing is self awareness/self acceptance; self love. Develop that and you’ll go a long way toward your own growth and you’ll gain immense patience for the imperfections of others.

 

[Kotaix]

There's a girl I ran into in the hallway of my building and I commented on her doormat that said Go away. She said it's just a joke and it keeps all the psychopaths away. Now I technically am a psychopath. Clinically speaking psychopathy is no longer a diagnosis you get tossed into a category called Cluster B. Anyways did she call me out? We talked for a good two hours straight after that comment. Found out Alot about her. I'm curious if I have a different speech pattern and that's what she caught onto. I deflected the possibility of me being one and directed her attention to people in my building who could be.

I'm pretty sure that the woman you're talking is into "psychopath porn", aka watches dexter and hannibal. It'd be worth asking if she watches those if you're interested in her.

And do not tell her about your diagnosis.

 

[BeExcellent]

Be excellent, while you’ve always been courteous to me and generally not deserving of harsh criticism, I have to say your comments about your ability to break through the dark triad are extremely confused and self deceptive. The comment about a dark triad being loved in an empathetic way is either naieve or you aren’t really meeting genuine dark triad guys.

Dark triad are empty, hollow and are incapable of appreciating your empathetic love. They see it as a weakness to be exploited and nothing more. If anything, your take on this is the hallmark of a co dependent and a very unhealthy state of mind.

Dark triad are the architects behind rape, child abuse, trafficking, murder, theft, robbery and genocide, and whilst you might think you can find the good and mend the broken soul, you’re sincerely mistaken.

Your fascination is an evolutionary response which is attracted to power and strength that a lack of empathy provides, and you’ve constructed a narrative around that.

That’s fair. But everything exists on a continuum. I will not deal with men who are beyond repair. There are those who are wounded but still retain humanity and emotional bandwidth. Then there are those who cannot love at all any more. Those men are dangerous. Behind the charm lurks a rage that is difficult to conceal if one knows what to look for. I harbor no illusions about people (men or women) who are that far gone.

I cut my mother out of my life years ago after she demonstrated no qualms about manipulating my children. I have never looked back and I have educated my children about why they do not see my mother.

I have retained emotional bandwidth in spite of my background. I resonate with men of similar ilk. There are many who cannot be reached. They are best left to their own devices.

 

[BeExcellent]

I think you are referring to men with traits rather than clinical personality disorders.

A slice of narcissism is somewhat essential to be anything in this world, especially in the male sphere.

I would suggest we aren’t taking in the same context as pathological narcissism or psychopathy isn’t fixable and you would know full well if you had loved one because you would be likely to be missing assets or suffered some severe psychological trauma.

Lots of people have traits on the spectrum at a sub clinical level.

I have known narcissist who still have empathy but are more towards grandiosity. These I would suggest are the attractive men in female terms as they achieve a lot yet are able to function socially.

True clinical cluster B are a whole other kettle of fish and you sincerely would be the worse off for having anything to do with them.

Agreed. My mum is full on Cluster B. My exBF was diagnosed as BPD but with other NPD tendencies. Terribly psychologically unstable that one.

 

[Firecrotch66]

I can shed some light from my own experience, most people with a personality disorder don't get diagnosed because they don't see anything wrong with how they act. For me i literally thought everyone thought the same way i did.

You're 100% justified in hating people with NPD, let me tell you this. I was so used to and addicted to praise that whenever someone didn't like me i went out of my way to destroy their lives. I spent months to get people fired because they were rude to me in an interview or over the phone. I was the kind of guy who would hold a grudge for years, one guy from highschool was an Ass hole to me so i collected enough dirt on him over the years and got him kicked out of university, he was studying medicine so it's a big deal.

You're parents sound as bad as I used to be, I can't imagine growing up with two of them that would destroy any sane person growing up.

What you need is re parenting from a trained psychologist, my one was able to heal a lot of trauma i had but i still have a ways to go.

HAHAHAHA I'm far from sane so you got that right. That's actually the hardest part I have going on right now with my life. Prior to covid it was manageable hiding the level of insanity I'm at. However, now that everyone is super self aware and aware of others it's very difficult to hide how far down the rabbit hole I've gone. Even my therapist has noticed and he's pretty much given up. I was in a psych ward back in 2017 so maybe it's more noticeable than I know.....And the roommates I had what scared them is I would talk to myself and be answering my own conversations. I had no idea I was doing that till they told me I'm doing it around them. I don't do it as much anymore which is good. I catch myself and stop it.

Reparenting? What is that? Never heard of it. I'm currently doing DBT. High probability I also have split personality with co-current consciousness. There is a good version of me and then there's just this super evil version of me. Good wolf vs bad wolf here. My bad wolf is so so so much stronger and deadlier.

Dude....Did you at least help the guy get back into Med school. You can get redemption if you explain to the university you've got a mental illness and he was on the recieving end of it and then provide documentation of your illness.

True true you guys really don't my Mom still thinks she's angel. My Dad knows he's an a**. He gave in when I couldn't see anything good in him. He finally started getting help when he wanted me to see him as you know a Dad. Plus his new wife is the Devil so there's that too. She will wreck him if he lets the npd come out lol.

Dammn you were that guy. You gota realize you have incoming karma that's gona make you wish you were dead. RIP.

 

[Firecrotch66]

That’s fair. But everything exists on a continuum. I will not deal with men who are beyond repair. There are those who are wounded but still retain humanity and emotional bandwidth. Then there are those who cannot love at all any more. Those men are dangerous. Behind the charm lurks a rage that is difficult to conceal if one knows what to look for. I harbor no illusions about people (men or women) who are that far gone.

I cut my mother out of my life years ago after she demonstrated no qualms about manipulating my children. I have never looked back and I have educated my children about why they do not see my mother.

I have retained emotional bandwidth in spite of my background. I resonate with men of similar ilk. There are many who cannot be reached. They are best left to their own devices.

Haaaaa I'm part of the chopping block of humanity has long left. Hey hey? I'm still capable of love. Lot of guys are still capable of love even with narcissism. Even with rage you can love somebody. That's rough with your mama

 

[Firecrotch66]

I think you are referring to men with traits rather than clinical personality disorders.

A slice of narcissism is somewhat essential to be anything in this world, especially in the male sphere.

I would suggest we aren’t taking in the same context as pathological narcissism or psychopathy isn’t fixable and you would know full well if you had loved one because you would be likely to be missing assets or suffered some severe psychological trauma.

Lots of people have traits on the spectrum at a sub clinical level.

I have known narcissist who still have empathy but are more towards grandiosity. These I would suggest are the attractive men in female terms as they achieve a lot yet are able to function socially.

True clinical cluster B are a whole other kettle of fish and you sincerely would be the worse off for having anything to do with them.

Hi we're not that...bad. Most of us are pretty harmless. Unless I'm very bored then I will out of my way to **** with your life for my own amusement and have the capacity to be completely rational and irrational at the same time. I'm able to be fully aware of the right choice and will do the wrong choice just to make a point. Lot of us just don't really care?

 

[Firecrotch66]

I'm pretty sure that the woman you're talking is into "psychopath porn", aka watches dexter and hannibal. It'd be worth asking if she watches those if you're interested in her.

And do not tell her about your diagnosis.

LMAOOOO that made my night. She has a bf so not really interested in her yet I'll take a note of that. I am however, interested in her bestfriend who is my direct neighbor in my building and all her friends. If she's like that I can bet money on it one of her friends are too.

Oh dude I don't even have to tell her. Most women I date/f**k they immediately go to saying that I'm either: A. a serial killer B. Psychopath or C. drug dealer.
C was true in highschool yet cannabis is legal now and they removed all the charges for people who got caught which is basically most of my childhood friends lol.
B is true now obviously.
A. Would only be true if I joined the Marines and got shipped to Columbia or something. I am very good with combat type sports and I'm not even trying. Would've gone to sniper school. My long distance aim is exceptional. I have the patience level when I'm hunting and post Marines would've applied for a position as a contractor. It's technically not a serial killer yet honestly there really is not that big difference between a contractor and a serial killer. The only difference is money vs boredom. One does it for money the other for boredom.

Answering that nah don't even have to tell her. No point.

 

[Zimbabwe]

Advice from the old lady:

My mother is a covert malignant NPD and also schizoaffective although never diagnosed because she didn’t trust therapists or physicians and medications and of course nothing is wrong with her. She was also sexually abused as a young woman by her father. As a consequence she kept my sisters and I AWAY from her father. We never knew him (a good thing). Her compensation was extreme compartmentalization and she took a cerebral/vulnerable path as an NPD. She was forever the victim in life but also covertly a master manipulator who got amusement from turning family members into one another and stirring up conflict. My father was wise to divorce her, although he always felt guilty about it; inappropriately so.

Having grown up in that environment creates an awareness of this type of behavior that is innate. It also is familiar and hence somewhat comfortable. I learned to recognize and return fire if you will in dealing with the NPD parent. Like @Fruitbat I can easily employ the skillset if necessary and I recognize it very rapidly in others. I too will call out narcissists quietly and subtly in ways they pick up…and it does tend to encourage them to target someone else.

I have a tendency toward dark triad men in that they fascinate me. I also understand them to such a degree that they feel known in a way very few understand…because they always have scars and wounds and damage that I recognize through their behavioral patterns. I am empathic. There is nothing more intoxicating to a dark triad person than to feel loved in an empathetic way. The catch is I still *see* their pathos, and my own. So I am able to manage or handle the NPD in a way few can. That and I am unafraid to call narcissism what it is to their face. So they know I see them as they really are. That allows them to be who they really are. It allows them to be vulnerable and accepted without shame. And so they fall for me because they fall in love with the acceptance they feel in spite of their brokenness.

And in my own pathos I’m not sure I would relate to a thoroughly healthy person (if such a thing really exists).

The main thing is self awareness/self acceptance; self love. Develop that and you’ll go a long way toward your own growth and you’ll gain immense patience for the imperfections of others.

It's the complete opposite for me actually, I was the second Child but my parents gave me way more attention (I had more baby photos then all my other siblings combined). It didn't help that in school people only further fed my ego. I basically got addicted to the positive attention and couldn't stand it when someone didn't like me.

It honestly surprises me that trauma and abuse result in the a similar condition to mine

She is also ashamed of it, but when i was diagnosed I was extremely proud of the fact that i was a narcissist and able to manipulate others until she explained that's it's a coping mechanism that people with fragile egos use to hide their own insecurity. The arrogance acts as a mask they hide behind since they have no real confidence.

I have known narcissist who still have empathy but are more towards grandiosity. These I would suggest are the attractive men in female terms as they achieve a lot yet are able to function socially

It's pretty much a requirement if you want to be a manager/CEO/politician.

 

[Firecrotch66]

It's the complete opposite for me actually, I was the second Child but my parents gave me way more attention (I had more baby photos then all my other siblings combined). It didn't help that in school people only further fed my ego. I basically got addicted to the positive attention and couldn't stand it when someone didn't like me.

It honestly surprises me that trauma and abuse result in the a similar condition to mine

She is also ashamed of it, but when i was diagnosed I was extremely proud of the fact that i was a narcissist and able to manipulate others until she explained that's it's a coping mechanism that people with fragile egos use to hide their own insecurity. The arrogance acts as a mask they hide behind since they have no real confidence.




It's pretty much a requirement if you want to be a manager/CEO/politician.

Wow you're basically my older brother. I was the second child yet the only attention I got was negative attention. I almost went to jail couple times in high-school. I think they let me go cause they realized my parents are d**** or something.

My brother he was praised for literally everything. He only got physically beaten by my Dad once while being beaten was a normal day for me. I have a concussion from my Dad and the rest of the concussions are from sports. Dad just hit him on the butt once for a bad grade cause he slacked off. Me it was literally for any reason whatsoever, even looking at him a weird way constituted to a beating. The only actual intimacy I got from him was when he was drunk and reading his book. If he was drunk and not reading his book that was signal for "hide" cause he's coming for ya. Oh God that is my favorite memory right there laughing my a** off while my brother got his a** whipped. My bro is crying in there and I yelled at him "FINALLY". My Dad was pissed that I was laughing at it and told me to stop but I couldn't contain myself. Come on if I'm the brute of all fam punishment and FINALLY one of my siblings gets their a** handed to them I mean that's pretty funny. Or any time we went on boys vacation trips when I was in elementary school. It was stupid it wasn't even boys trips it was literally him and my Dad. They were bonding and if I talked they just waited till I was done talking and then be like "oh that's interesting" and go right back to bonding. Lot of times I would just disappear for hours and they wouldn't even notice me missing. Other "bonding" I had with my Dad was when he wanted to cheat on my Mom while on the boy's trips. I was an adorable kid so he would take me with him to the bar and I'd hit on the barista with my cuteness and he'd use that as way to bang the barista. Dad taught me how to flirt at 7 years old lol.

Hahaha I feel that on being proud of the condition I was the same way with mine came home and I'm like Mom Dad guess what I'm a psychopath and they got super uncomfortable lmao. My Mom said I don't have that. I'm just a character with a bad childhood and it's all my Dad's fault. Yeah no. You can't be a normal person and as a joke build a shadow government at the age of 15 and control most of the town and your highschool and get away with it just because you think influencing several hundred people and triggering their inner demons is absolutely hilarious. That is not a normal thing at all.

I would disagree with the whole concept of arrogance hiding no real confidence. I think that concept is actually normal people being wishful. Wishful thinking.

Preach brother " It's pretty much a requirement if you want to be a manager/CEO/politician. "

 

[Zimbabwe]

Dude....Did you at least help the guy get back into Med school. You can get redemption if you explain to the university you've got a mental illness and he was on the recieving end of it and then provide documentation of your illness.

He was involved with a lot of illegal substances, that he idiotically bragged about using and selling on social media. It's not the type of person that should be practising medicine in the first place. There is also more stuff but I won't go into that, let's just say the things he did wasn't innocent in the slightest.

I never target good people, I may have a warped sense of justice but I'm very thorough with what I do. I wasn't the only person that had issues with him over the years, his done himself no favours with the enemies his made.

Reparenting? What is that? Never heard of it. I'm currently doing DBT. High probability I also have split personality with co-current consciousness. There is a good version of me and then there's just this super evil version of me. Good wolf vs bad wolf here. My bad wolf is so so so much stronger and deadlier.

Your psychologist basically acts as a surrogate parents and corrects the parenting mistakes your mother or father made.

 

[Firecrotch66]

He was involved with a lot of illegal substances, that he idiotically bragged about using and selling on social media. It's not the type of person that should be practising medicine in the first place. There is also more stuff but I won't go into that, let's just say the things he did wasn't innocent in the slightest.

I never target good people, I may have a warped sense of justice but I'm very thorough with what I do. I wasn't the only person that had issues with him over the years, his done himself no favours with the enemies his made.




Your psychologist basically acts as a surrogate parents and corrects the parenting mistakes your mother or father made.

Okay yeah that's justified. Dude I think I actually knew that guy. He isn't by any chance Asian and worked for xcel at one point as chemist did he?

Ah Yeah that might be a good idea for me. I don't have a clear understanding of what parents are supposed to be. I want to say my parents have some good qualities. My Dad is 100% trying to redeem himself. He's grown and he's ALOT better now. My Mom has gotten worse. When I was in highschool she asked for life advice and as a joke I gave her the Satanic Bible by Anton LeVay(bought it in highschool to mess with religious people.)......A rational person would have understood it's a joke...She f***in highlighted that bible like it was AP literature and you had the ap exam coming up. Holy s*** I fu**cked up. She's went from bad to worse. Doesn't help I have an ex who is on antipsychotics for schizophrenia and severe ocd. My Mom she thought when I was dating her that I should date someone else. She said it herself that ex is a terrible person and yeah she was a terrible person. She got her Dad to sign as gurantor for a car by giving him the illusion of everything he wanted to see from his daughter and then dropped everything once she got the signature from her Dad and now he's paying several thousand dollars for the car and he doesn't have contact with her at all. NOW that ex and my Mom are best friends. Jesus where did I f*** up lol.

Best part dude I got sisters 12 years younger and they're NORMAL. My parents treat them normal. Like they're actually emotionally sound. My real laugh scares people. My ex she's gets goosebumps when that laugh comes out and she says my eyes sparkle and glow when I do. The smile I have been told it looks like the smile from the movie a "A Cure for wellness" this one:

. My bro is you and I'm Joker from Batman irl. I'm eh okay with how I am yet how the f do you mess up a kid this bad? Do you know the answer to that? It is not that hard to raise a kid for real.