Prostitutes

[MatureDJ]

In test studies, people who were not suicidal or were prescribed anti-depressants for insomnia ended up killing themselves. It was on youtube documentary. That doc scared me out of that.

I take a Rx for my tinnitus that technically is an anti-depressant I think (amitryptiline), and while I'm not so sure that it is working all the well for the tinnitus, it does help me sleep. I haven't had any suicidal thoughts; steady fapping or professional services keeps me away from that, LOL.

 

[corrector]

No I'm not saying that one should take antipsychotics as a way to visit a hooker. I was only suggesting that what you went through was psychiatric in nature and could lead to future episodes that could be prevented with medication. If you only had the 1 episode perhaps it's unnecessary, but 1 episode could lead to another down the road.

If it only happened after seeing a hooker, then the only way to test for another "episode" would be to see another hooker. There is one thing where we would agree to disagree. If I were to ever see a hooker, I would have to be budgeting for more than the cost of seeing a hooker, there would need to be funds allocated to be checked through with a shrink and meds and every reaction both before (i..e to get baseline readings and analysis/MRI, etc..) and after seeing a hooker and I would have to be medically studied under a micro-scope. Then it would have to be a more reputable and known escort that charges allot of money to reduce any further confounding variables (i.e. if she has an attitude or provides poor service which may be the case for some of these $60/$80 dirty low-end escort types). The costs just go higher and higher to conduct such a psych experiment.

The simpler solution is not to deal with them, assuming your theory is right. Even my own world-view is problematic since good exorcists charge money (ie up to $ 500 US) for their "services" to extract devils (i.e. like Bob Larson) and they will tell you to repent and stop any behaviour that is attracting a demonic attack. No matter how you cut it, it looks like there are allot of indirect expenses.

When I first dealt with the fall-out after the last prostitute, I had to spend money to rent a hotel because I needed a larger square foot area to roam around because a winter-storm was going to box me inside a confined space in a messy house and I couldn't handle that. Also money was spent on natural herbals (i.e. Tulsi, etc...) to relieve the Anxiety feelings.

The initial $ 60.00 spent on a hooker/escort (i.e. her working name was Bianca) resulted in allot of indirect costs and opportunity cost that was way more than the initial expenditure making for a very terrible business decision in hindsight. This is aside the fact that its wrong in principle and displeasing to God, which, if I feel my connection with God is violated, can trigger a panic-attack in and of itself because my peace comes from Jesus. So if I do something to violate that peace, then of course, it would fracture the very relationship that is keeping me in a sense of peace and contentment. But its still hard to believe that $ 60.00 or three $ 20 bills, which I held in my hand, before handing it over to the hooker, was capable of causing that much damage. It is hard to look at money like that the same way again after such an experience.

 

[marmel75]

I'm thinking of getting one this weekend. Literally for thrill/variety/excitement.

I have had sex with 4 different women so far in January, 1 was completely new, 3 recycled.

But I just want an extra push of excitement.

Thoughts on getting a prossie for fun rather than a need? Was going to get one in Miami but was too busy. I most likely will assess my options for sex on the weekend and go with that but I seriously wanna bang a pro anyway.

You will be pleased to know I've cut out mid-week drinking and only been drunk thrice this year. However, I seriously think I have a mild sex addiction, I've gotten back into enjoying porn now. Maybe I'm replacing alcohol with sex?

Why would you want to bang a chick who bangs other guys for a living? That's disgusting to me.

 

[Murk]

Excitement, risk, reward

 

[Fzatf]

Excitement, risk, reward

Though dating a woman who will have sex with you for free is ideal. If you're just got getting any and want to go through with it, you can use a site such as eccie(.)net remove the parenthesis. A lot of the girls will want you to have references from other girls, but there a newbie friendly girls as well.

 

[Spaz]

Though dating a woman who will have sex with you for free is ideal. If you're just got getting any and want to go through with it, you can use a site such as eccie(.)net remove the parenthesis. A lot of the girls will want you to have references from other girls, but there a newbie friendly girls as well.

Generally there's no such thing as free sex, there's always something attached to it, wanting something in return, in the end it usually is.

Let's call it barter trading.

 

[ubercat]

Damn I was never interested in hookers but know I know there are demonic ones I m keen. Do you have to pay more?

I dated demonic arts chickies for 10 years so what the heck

 

[corrector]

Damn I was never interested in hookers but know I know there are demonic ones I m keen. Do you have to pay more?

I dated demonic arts chickies for 10 years so what the heck

Sarcasm anyone? Those types you usually pay less like nothing (i.e. $ 50-$60) because there is something that's driving them beside the money or they want to sleep with allot of guys, etc.... They can get intimate with you sexually and go on to another guy like nothing happened between you and them.

There were so many levels of what I did which disgusted me to the core. Taking the money out of a bank. I visited two different banks because I wasn't comfortable with one of them because I saw a number of Blacks loitering around the place at night and got spooked out and went to another bank down the street. The act of going to a brothel and choosing a girl that you want to get intimate with felt really rotten to do that. Then there is the physical intimacy component of dealing with someone you are not actually married too, and to compound it further, is a stranger to you. I'm thinking, yeah, there was a demonic issue, but I think there may have been a conscience and connection with God issue. The process of looking at escort pics and selecting an ad online and calling them up. Or going through an annulment/divorce process with my ex-wife which was just filed a few days before. Or the law was changed the following day which made buying sex illegal (technically it was legal and I did a last minute transaction before the law actually changed). At every level of this I felt a tonne of guilt after the fact. I've long repented of this and it was 5 years ago but can still remember the sessions and these things stay in your memory, like everything else.

I also think I put myself up to risk. I was lucky I didn't go to a more seedier joint where I could have got robbed. There are some funny stories out there.