Need Serious Help, Advice and Intervention

[btownbuck2012]

@Hokumstock, The proper thing to do, the only really responsible thing to do, is to stop what you are doing and call the suicide hotline ASAP.

Fixed this for you.

 

[Spaz]

Some r getting their panties in a twist over this thread..

 

[RangerMIke]

It is better to be alone than to be with crazy chicks that are no fun. Stop worrying about trying to please women and keep them around and worry about what you want and what makes you happy. If you can't be happy, get therapy... in your case I suspect it would be better to spend money and time with shrinks than with women.

 

[wifehunter]

TLDR

 

[ohrein]

TLDR

Guys depressed, chasing terrible women, wants to know why he shouldn't kill himself and how to get his awful ex back. The usual.

 

[wifehunter]

Guys depressed, chasing terrible women, wants to know why he shouldn't kill himself and how to get his awful ex back. The usual.

I wish the 'highlight reel' was a thing, but people like to be drawn out and long winded...it boils down to attention seeking behaviour. Best to ignore. Thanks!

 

[Hokumstock]

Today is her birthday.

 

[marmel75]

I've never been suicidal before. I just don't see any future. Why be miserable for another 50 years? If I'm being honest it's probably more "give me a reason I shouldn't" and I thought up a few fairly poetic ways I could.

Without being specific, my nickname for her was a certain fruit. That fruits seeds are among the sort which if crushed up become cyanide in your stomach. Then I could really say "her name" killed me.

I'm more in the anger phase now though. I just want to make her regret her decision. I know what's going to happen already, based on what she's said about her sister and her behavior and fears with me and my past experience with every other crazy ex. Dude's going to have his fun for a little while, use her up and then tell her she's "not mature enough for a relationship" or "too clingy". Same **** happened to her sister and she was always afraid i'd react that way to her. And this guy's not even officially dating her yet and she's flooding social media with couple pictures? Then she'll contact me. I have to figure out how I'll respond at that point. Just ignoring her won't be satisfying enough. I mean I would for a while.

I still have to figure out what to do with all her **** still at my house. I figured i'd have my attorney contact her parents and ask for an appropriate mailing address. And in the first package i'd put the rings I got her with a little post it that says "keep them, give them to someone, throw them away, I don't care."

All except her sex stuff. That i'd just throw away. I don't want to deprive her of her things but at the same time I'm not going to say "here, go use these with your new guy."

You are miserable because you choose to be miserable. Thats what people dont get. Happiness comes from within not from external sources.

 

[Hokumstock]

Back with a big update. I'm so massively confused...

So I'd been waiting all this time to see the FBI interview with her. I was finally able to today and it broke my heart. She was wonderful in it. She defended me and took the blame for everything. She said and I quote "we just clicked. We wanted to be together. We wanted to get married and have a family. I loved him. And I still do."

This was back in June. How does she go from that to happy and with a new guy a couple weeks ago with no contact inbetween? What the **** changed?

 

[Dingo]

I still can't get past the fact that you want to marry a transsexual... a shehe.... it.

Seriously.... What the **** is wrong with you ?

You have got to be a troll....

 

[Hokumstock]

I still can't get past the fact that you want to marry a transsexual... a shehe.... it.

Seriously.... What the **** is wrong with you ?

You have got to be a troll....

You misread or misunderstood. She is 100% biologically female, and extremely feminine and attractive. She can get pregnant, she was born a girl. As a teen she had her name legally changed and started taking testosterone. She stopped after we got together and still has that behind her as a phase.

 

[sazc]

This smells like the work of @randalljohnson ..... I'm just sayin.....

 

[Dingo]

You misread or misunderstood. She is 100% biologically female, and extremely feminine and attractive. She can get pregnant, she was born a girl. As a teen she had her name legally changed and started taking testosterone. She stopped after we got together and still has that behind her as a phase.

Oh... So she is just mentally ill...

 

[Hokumstock]

Oh... So she is just mentally ill...

She was a complete and total 100% virgin before we met. She's stunningly gorgeous. She had a sweet personality and disposition.

 

[Hokumstock]

Okay so, I set a little trap for her the other day. People are saying this means I have the upper hand right now but I'm not so sure given the specific context.

I'd erased everything everywhere and she announced publicly she was switching all her accounts to new names but she still wasn't blocking me on anything. I was silent and I had this inkling she was still secretly monitoring my stuff. So I posted a picture to my story on Snapchat and waited. Sure enough after a few hours her new screen name looked at it and took a screenshot. After I deleted it she realized she'd been caught and blocked me on that screen name. This means she's been checking to see if I post anything every day.

People have said this means it's eating her up I stopped reaching out and went silent... But the picture she clicked linked to a YouTube video I posted of me pouring out my feelings and how confused I am about her sudden change. I don't know if she watches it or not though.

I just briefly laid it all out as best I could legally. And honestly, I wanted her to hear my voice. That's always been my best tool for attracting women, I've been varioisly described as having a radio voice and a supervillain voice and generally if I can talk to a girl she's all mine.

What do you think? I went back to total radio silence but I may have undone the progress. Still, she knows I caught her peeking, which was my goal.

 

[Hokumstock]

Could really use some interpretation of her actions...

 

[Hokumstock]

Just checked, she's definitely playing games. She unblocked my name.

 

[Murk]

33 year old chasing a 17 year old tranny.

What a wholesome thread.

10/10 will read again.

 

[Hokumstock]

33 year old chasing a 17 year old tranny.

What a wholesome thread.

10/10 will read again.

18 and not a tranny.

 

[Murk]

Potato potato