I want a girl to **** me all the time for free. Never asking for a single penny. Other than maybe free rent if she lived here. But there is the fact of pregnancies that makes things complicated. Finding someone **** worthy and someone worthy of impregnating are two different things. It would mess up a whole life to get the wrong person pregnant.
Plus, they have to be super hot. Keep in mind I expect to be a millionaire by 35.
You are aiming really high right there, and you can never predict the future at all. You could get a virgin be the first d1ck she ever had get her prego sometime later she could turn into the biggest Ho you have ever seen. and the flip side to that is you could get a crazy ex stripper pregnant and she could turn out to be loyal and a good mother. Those are rare on both spectrums but the logic applies nothing in life is predictable.
Your problem is your thinking way too much instead of living in the moment I'm guilty of that too but not as much as you you want to be a father go for it who cares of you end up paying child support hopefully you don't but a lot of people are it's how it is, at least the money is going to your child. Your a man your supposed to be a provider.
As far as getting a girl to live and fvck you for no money. It takes a special kind of guy to land that and brother from what you showed me it ain't you No need to fret just live your life at your level it's okay to spend you got enough from what you claim.
Start dating girls for compatibility not sex see if you 2 really click on a level where you can tolerate living with her when all that sex gets old.
It's okay to be a little blue pill with women just as long as you don't go over the top and don't lose your frame.
At the end of the day if you find a woman that really appreciates you and wont won't show you disrespect that's all what we all aim for deepdown.
Honestly bro stop over thinking you let this whole redpill philosophy consume you to the point of mental breakdown. Take it as it is a philosophy take what you can use out of it and throw away the rest.