Heres the issue. I get angry at small things when it comes to my relationship. Il go crazy at her for shizz that is so small. I realise after and then tell her i didnt mean it. She tells me how i need to change and that i scare her.
I really feel this is making me seem very weak. I was never like this up until the RL hit the 8-9 month mark.
Just recently i was suppose to go to her place and I just blew up when i realised she wasnt gna cook me the right food. I swore etc. Told her i wont come if she cant conjur up a better meal lol. She calls back and says dont come because shes scared etc. I was calm by then and told her i didnt mean what I said and that its cool i wont do anything. She was okay about it however i felt like i put myself in positions where im vulnerable and can be exposed as being weak ie going back on my word or being or saying one thing then being okay after.
Am i coming across weak?
What to do?
I really feel this is making me seem very weak. I was never like this up until the RL hit the 8-9 month mark.
Just recently i was suppose to go to her place and I just blew up when i realised she wasnt gna cook me the right food. I swore etc. Told her i wont come if she cant conjur up a better meal lol. She calls back and says dont come because shes scared etc. I was calm by then and told her i didnt mean what I said and that its cool i wont do anything. She was okay about it however i felt like i put myself in positions where im vulnerable and can be exposed as being weak ie going back on my word or being or saying one thing then being okay after.
Am i coming across weak?
What to do?
