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[RiceandChicken]

How to get back on track in terms of Don Juan stuff: think about the girls you want. Also, read other people's journals. Weather it be the HS forum, the mature man forum, doesn't matter. Those things those people do will get you motivated for sure.

 

[BookWorm]

What week did you leave off on for DJ Bootcamp? Also, thanks for the Python guides you sent me, they are a huge help.

 

[TK-421]

How to get back on track in terms of Don Juan stuff: think about the girls you want. Also, read other people's journals. Weather it be the HS forum, the mature man forum, doesn't matter. Those things those people do will get you motivated for sure.

Thanks. I tend to lose sight of my goals and slowly start to drop them. I am working on keeping motivation and following through. I will read more stuff on here

What week did you leave off on for DJ Bootcamp? Also, thanks for the Python guides you sent me, they are a huge help.

I never really followed it strictly, I think if I actually kept count and did it rigorously, I would continue it. I believe I left at week 2. Are you doing it?

unfortunately, I lost all the Python worksheets and practice stuff I had, so those sites are all I got. For Java though I have a bunch of stuff for you after you finish python

Day 31

Uneventful. Went to the beach with my friends. It's a small man made beach at a lake near my house. It was freezing cold. It was really stupid, but fun. They showed me how to box, he brought boxing gloves and we were sparring. I am the tallest one out of my friends, and though I am not the strongest, I have the most endurance, so I was able to outpace them in the fight. If I practiced and got some more experience, I am sure I can beat all of them.
Tomorrow, they are going to the mall to do approaches, they told me to dress nice. I am excited.

 

[BookWorm]

I left off on week 3. What do you say we get a challenge running for all the newer guys and rAFC's. We can start a thread where everyone who is interested starts the DJ Bootcamp and posts field reports. We could all start from week 1 and support each other all on one thread. Let me know if you're interested

The Python stuff is golden, especially codeacademy! Thanks man!

 

[TK-421]

Day 32

Nothing.

I left off on week 3. What do you say we get a challenge running for all the newer guys and rAFC's. We can start a thread where everyone who is interested starts the DJ Bootcamp and posts field reports. We could all start from week 1 and support each other all on one thread. Let me know if you're interested

The Python stuff is golden, especially codeacademy! Thanks man!

That is a great idea. I am onboard.

 

[NorwegianDJ]

I left off on week 3. What do you say we get a challenge running for all the newer guys and rAFC's. We can start a thread where everyone who is interested starts the DJ Bootcamp and posts field reports. We could all start from week 1 and support each other all on one thread. Let me know if you're interested

The Python stuff is golden, especially codeacademy! Thanks man!

We've done this a couple of times. Works best around summertime, sometime everyone is available and has time. You can try searching the subforum or look into my threads if you wanna find it.

 

[BookWorm]

We've done this a couple of times. Works best around summertime, sometime everyone is available and has time. You can try searching the subforum or look into my threads if you wanna find it.

Checked a few out, it does seem like a larger turn out around the summer. But, hey, we got all this positive energy cause of the new year! Might as well use it towards a bootcamp! I'll PM you so we don't takeover shrub's journal.

 

[TK-421]

Day 35

The last few days were alright, nothing major. I got $100 or so from christmas, and I plan to use it to fund future dates. Or perhaps I can finally build that arcade cabinet I've always wanted.

Tomorrow, I need to work on a few things,
1. SAT stuff
2. Read the Power of Habit
3. Need to finish my Android app, it's due next week
4. Hit the gym

Tomorrow is also my friend's birthday, so I might go down to his party, depends on my parents though

 

[TK-421]

Day 40

It's the last day of the year. And I just came back from a workout. And I've been thinking to myself, "I would've never have dreamed about this one year ago." I used to think exercise was a waste of time. I used to hate hanging out with people, I used to think relationships were a waste of time, and I'd never do my homework or classwork. I was a close minded ****.

Now, I exercise everyday, I joined a sport, I actively pursue friendships and women, and I have never missed an assignment thus far. Ive done things this year that some people can only dream of. And I am proud to announce I have kicked my porn habit that I mentioned in my original post.

I'd like to say this year went by well. Very well. I grew up. And I am proud.
"2013: the year of growth and improvement"

Now, there's still things I have to work on, but taking that first step has done wonders.
I'm going to turn 17 this month, and I can't help feel a dose of reality. I am really that old, I have one more year of childhood.
I am going to make this last year count. I am going to make it the greatest year of my life.
If 2013 is going to be the year of growth, 2014 is going to be the year of prosperity.

Have a happy new years,

I'm off to a party

 

[TK-421]

Day 45

Thought I should update. My app project is due in two days. I figured out what I was going to make last wednesday. I have spent the time since then working on it. Staying up late, learning, designing, creating. Sometimes, when I am working on something really hard, I experience a sort of high. For days. A rush of ideas and insights. Of clarity. Right now I am experiencing it. It feels great. Everything is coming to plan.

Perhaps it's just a combination of stress, sleep deprivation and mathematics. or maybe I am crazy.

It doesn't matter. I am producing greatness.
The version I am turning in is already done. But I am expanding. It's going to be spectacular

Tomorrow I have school. That's going to be fun

See you guys later

 

[TK-421]

Day 48

Turned in my app today. Pretty proud of myself.
So, I made an impulsive decision and decided to sign up for an online course. In a matter of 3 days, I am now taking an extra math course. For no apparent reason.
I don't know why I did it. But****it

Had a nice workout. Ran about 4-5 miles in this nice subarctic weather. I think I have pneumonia. We went to this lake, which had frozen over. It was really scary to walk on it, because we kept throwing rocks at eachothers feet, trying to crack the ice beneath us. You don't know fear until you are stranded on thin ice with it cracking around you while being stoned(not high, like pelted with rocks).

My friends and I are d!cks lol

After that we went and lifted. Felt pretty good knowing that I can lift more than most of them.

I was thinking about my life right now. It's pretty busy right now. I was trying to reason with myself, is it really the best time to start pursuing girls? Do I have time to add them into my life? But then I realized I was just trying to cop out. Giving excuses, feeding my fears, beating around the bush. My life is going pretty well right now, and adding girls won't make it more stressful, it will only enhance it. I am going to keep doing what I am doing, and do some stuff that I am not

So for tomorrow
1. Exercise
2. Complete all my work
3. flirt/break some boundaries
4. Show up on time

I'll see if I should update tomorrow.

 

[TK-421]

Day 52

Busy weekend. Did all my projects. Did all my homework. Caught up in Stats. I have a calc test tomorrow. I'm not even stressed. I am beyond stress. Like indifference. I don't know. I am out, like not in my head, almost...disembodied. What I am writing doesn't even makes sense.

whatever.

Maybe I should get outta the house. That's a good idea. I went outside today. I jogged to the gym and lifted. Felt pretty good. I also got a haircut today.
I guess I am feeling...bad? I don't know. Like I don't really care. When I get up in the morning, I dress lazy, I act lazy. I am out of energy. Maybe it's the workload. Bookworm and I are doing the bootcamp now. Perhaps that will lift my spirits.

Shi!t man..

 

[TK-421]

Day 54

So I started the boot camp with Bookworm. I got maybe like...3 eye contacts/hellos with people so far. This kid is getting like numbers already. I gotta step my game up.

Other than that, life's pretty busy. Lot's of work. Got to sleep at like 12 everyday and just die. Need to to destress. Exercised good today, lifted, ran, feel great. Getting little fat though. Going on a diet now. Paleo.

Enough of that Bull****. I have a...dilemma on my hands my friends. So, if you recall, (Nearly 50 days ago!) This one girl ...

after the meet, I was hanging out in the parking lot waiting for my ride and this girl who was on my team started talking to me. She could've driven her self home but she said she just wanted to wait till i left. She thinks I'm a d!ck, so I'm pretty sure she's attracted to me. I'm not attracted to her, so I didn't kino or anything, probably going to use her as social practice.

ya that one. Last night, my (female) friend tried to set me up with her. Those two are like best friends. At first I was really confused, you know, I am like why the **** you talking 'bout this b!tch. I am not attracted to her, because she is on the... well larger end of the BMI index. Not like obese, but like larger than I like. Like a BBW or something.

But being me, I still thought about it/analyzed the situation . And then it hit me. The way she uhm, situated herself in my presence and what not. The fvcking puzzle pieces are falling together man. it's like I discovered a fvcking conspiracy. But now it's pretty obvious.

But I guess it's my fault too partially... I did use her for social practice, and other stuff one might classify as flirting. God dammit. it's like I dug myself a hole and can't get out.

The only thing to do now is date all her friends and really really piss her off.

 

[TK-421]

Day 55

Pretty great day today. Had a killer workout, lots of fun all together. So, I was digging through my old files and I found some conversations with an ex-girlfriend, that really got my confidence back. I am really happy with the way I handled it. Made me feel really good after reading it.
This week turned out better than expected. I think I'll try to set something up for this weekend

 

[TK-421]

Day 60

Two months already eh?

Had a really really busy weekend. On friday, went to this girl's birthday party. Had fun, danced, grinded, all the works. I have this notion that all girls are innocent/naive (Thanks mom) and it always surprises me when I realize how slutty most of them actually are. Party lasted til around 12, got home at 1.

Woke up at like 7:30 next day for district tournament meet. It was double elimination, won the first few rounds, but lost the middle ones. Got home around 2. Was pretty fun.
Went to another party that night and passed out around 12.

Spent sunday catching up on homework, and generally wasted time.

Spent today shopping for new clothes. Got some really nice stuff.

My app was selected as the top three, so now I have to make a ****ing presentation and demonstrate it. I don't really mind public speaking, I just had making powerpoints.

So my count for week 1 of DJ boot camp was about 40 or so eyecontacts. Not bad, but I didn't really "feel" it. When I first did the bootcamp back in october, I felt sort of... excited or something. I was really really happy that week if I remember correctly. Didn't feel that this time.

Anyway, For tomorrow:

-Relax
-Exercise
-Work on Calc and App

no school tomorrow and no homework so I'll take it easy

 

[TK-421]

Day 66

My birthday was on friday, was pretty great. Lots of fun.

I went to school for a total of 3 hours this week, everything is snowed in. Can't really leave the house until tuesday, so a pretty uneventful week
Also very unproductive

Today I plan to

1. Work on my applications
2. Homework
3. Read

Hopefully I'll do these without slacking

 

[TK-421]

Day 69 (awwww yea)

School was cancelled...again. It was pretty pointless. But, I put it to good use.

I worked on my application, almost done. Going to finish it up tomorrow, and turn it on friday. Pretty happy about that.
I locked up my gaming stuff because I felt it was taking too much of my life up and distracting me from what is important (School, women etc)
Probably won't be opening it up for a few months. But I have been alot more productive these last few days thanks to that.

I had a good workout today. Ran for 20 minutes or so, and lifted weights.
The only thing missing was interactions.

There is this girl I used to talk to alot, I wasn't really friend zoned, nor was I "in". I don't see her that often anymore, but the next time I see her, I am going to ask her out somewhere. Just for sh!ts.
I have also started writing my goals on paper, I find it more effective, but I will write it on here as well to further emphasize it. I also think I should evaluate myself like the others do.

Tomorrow I will:
1. Complete my application. Essay and everything
2. Wake up on time
3. make eyecontacts, conversations and all.

I haven't shown up to track practice in ages. I've been so busy lately, damn. Glad I can still go to the gym after I am done though.

Til next time my friends

 

[BookWorm]

Don't feel bad dude, I haven't been to lacrosse conditioning in 2 weeks! I go back on Monday, but I've been so busy with rehearsing my audition music that I don't have the time lately to go to conditioning.

 

[TK-421]

Day 73

Finished all my work. Feels so great. I finished my application but turns out the bastards extended the date. Felt like I crammed for nothing.
Whatever. Anyway, relaxed weekend. Had to do some electrical work on the house, took all weekend to finish so didn't get a chance to go out.

Don't feel bad dude, I haven't been to lacrosse conditioning in 2 weeks! I go back on Monday, but I've been so busy with rehearsing my audition music that I don't have the time lately to go to conditioning.

It's difficult to balance your schedule when you have so much on your plate. Guess that's life, have to make room for what's important.

Right now, the DJ stuff has taken a place in the back of my mind. Nowadays I'm worrying about whether I'll finish everything on time rather than spending time approaching and stuff like that.

Is that normal? I guess I have been on a hiatus,
Hopefully life will begin to ease up this week and I can get back on track.
Know any good stuff for building motivation? I need some right now.

 

[TK-421]

Day 75

I gave a presentation today. If you read back, I wrote an app for a school competition, about a month ago. Apparently I won first place in my state. Did not expect that to happen. Go figure. They gave me a tablet, it's pretty nice.

I had a physics midterm today. Was not really prepared.. probably did average. My schedule is finally starting to loosen up, I can probably go back to track practices this week. I haven't gotten much exercise though...i am out of shape. I see I am gaining weight, this is not good.

I am going to continue working on my app, I met some high up people who were interested in it. I am going to seize this opportunity. I am feeling really great, confident.

Tomorrow:
1. Get to class on time
2. Flirt with that one *****
3. Work on my project

Cheers