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It's like you get a phantom limb or phantom relationship after the fact. So, if she meets someone new then it feels like she's cheating on you, even though it is officially over. If she's moved on six months later and you heard that through the grapevine, and she still occupies your thought life, then it feels like she just broke-up with you rather than the other way around even if you dumped her and went NC for six months and and she got hurt by it when it happened. So it is one of those weird things...I guess it depends on how each individual is wired. Some people are introspective and like dwelling on things, others just don't care and move on.zekko said:Dude, you dumped this girl, you wanted rid of her. Why should you care who she sees or what she does with him? If she meets someone, why should she have to check with you to see if you think the appropriate amount of time has gone by or not? She can do what she wants. You're the one who divorced her.
So, even if someone divorces or breaks-up with a girl. Just like images that burn into a screen of a cathode ray tube or plasma screen, those images remain even if the TV is off and you have this ghost relationship or remnant that may hunt after the fact. This is something I'm beginning to learn.
In this case, it's possible that the OP and his ex are both wired differently so there is a power differential. She's able to not care and move on (i.e. because her love is shallow), while the OP is introspective and dwelling on her (more deeper love). If both people are wired the same then I guess they would come back together eventually, except if there was a strong reason for the break-up. Otherwise one person has always moved on in life or got someone else while the other person is introspective and hanging on to things and simply has a phantom limb. Or, hopefully, both mutually do not care and have moved on and everyone's happy.
in my case, I have a phantom limb/relationship with an ex I broke up with 7 months ago and went NC. I went strict NC, no emails, texts, phone calls, no visual contact, no social network, nothing. Even that didn't help even though I initiated the break-up and dump. It's gotten to a point that seven months later when her pastor confirmed she had moved on that it felt like she just broke-up with me when in reality I went NC on her and emailed her a break-up latter seven months ago. So it's really weird and probably has to do with wiring more than anything else.
However, as the reason I broke-up with her is strong enough I don't think this bothers me since I wouldn't really go back to her anyway even if she did want me back because the whole thing goes against my core values and even if I were to replay my life I would still break-up with her when I did because I had accepted the consequences of that decision at the time I did that and proceeded anyway. It's grossly unfair to forget about one's spiritual and emotional state at the time you divorce or break-up with someone and go into some idealized phantom relationship mode, but as it has to do with wiring, there is not much that can be done unless the wiring is changed. Just bad wiring would be the answer to the question here.
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