maria

[backbreaker]

U know


If I was going to cheat


I kinda wish I can go back in time and hit up foot girl from a few months back. I still think about her feet lol

 

[Killakittie]

Why are you so excited about this woman to go as far as posting it on a public forum where it will remain forever, and where your wife could easily use it to screw you in court?

Your 32 but your writing comes across as that of a teen boy who's discovered that he enjoys reading fantasy porn for the first time.

I think your a troll but If not your incredibly naive/ignorant at best, and immature/stupid at worst.

 

[backbreaker]

i'm 34. i told my wife. i mean i hate to come out and just break it to you but i'm kinda rich lol. i don't brag about it like i used to but i'm not making any decisions based on courts. my wife and kids will be taken care of. i'm going to do me.

Biggest decision I got to make is the house. I have the deed to my house. I specifically moved in my house when I was single so that it could not be taken away from me in an event like this. But that was always for security blanket reasons and that was over a decade ago now I'm like meh. I might just give it to her. I can buy another one if I wanted to. Really more than anything I don't want my kids uprooted.


It's been odd. I mean this **** is kinda inconvenient lol. Millie has always liked a good drink and has always drank way more than I have and now she's kinda turned into a depressed alcoholic. I feel bad but she needs to get over herself in that regard she's still hot and she never has to work a day in her life it could be worse.


My son knows something is up. He's 10.

I have no ****ing clue how I'm going to handle christmas. My kids are my everything man I'm not going to not be with my kids on Christmas. But when I'm at home Millie is trying to act like aint; **** changed and it is. i tried to crawl in the bed just realliy honestly out of ****ing habit last night and she was trying to hug all up on me and I had to push her off. i'm trying to be a gentlemen about this **** but I mean i want what I want.


I'm trying to not say **** about **** until after christmas. the kids will be going overseas to see their grandparents the day after christmas and that's when I plan to move my **** out. I'll talk to Joe when he gets back. But i'm trying to keep it status quo for another week at least. i don't want my **** ruining christmas anymore so than it already has.


And i mean, I love my wife. I always will,. I love her from the bottom of my heart. I just want to live with and have sex with someone else on a daily basis. I mean we're ovbiousliy going to have good bye break up sex I see this now there is no getting around it.

 

[QuadDeuces]

Go for it buddy.

 

[taiyuu_otoko]

Oh, the humanity!.....

 

[highSpeed]

i'm 34. i told my wife. i mean i hate to come out and just break it to you but i'm kinda rich lol. i don't brag about it like i used to but i'm not making any decisions based on courts. my wife and kids will be taken care of. i'm going to do me.

Biggest decision I got to make is the house. I have the deed to my house. I specifically moved in my house when I was single so that it could not be taken away from me in an event like this. But that was always for security blanket reasons and that was over a decade ago now I'm like meh. I might just give it to her. I can buy another one if I wanted to. Really more than anything I don't want my kids uprooted.


It's been odd. I mean this **** is kinda inconvenient lol. Millie has always liked a good drink and has always drank way more than I have and now she's kinda turned into a depressed alcoholic. I feel bad but she needs to get over herself in that regard she's still hot and she never has to work a day in her life it could be worse.


My son knows something is up. He's 10.

I have no ****ing clue how I'm going to handle christmas. My kids are my everything man I'm not going to not be with my kids on Christmas. But when I'm at home Millie is trying to act like aint; **** changed and it is. i tried to crawl in the bed just realliy honestly out of ****ing habit last night and she was trying to hug all up on me and I had to push her off. i'm trying to be a gentlemen about this **** but I mean i want what I want.


I'm trying to not say **** about **** until after christmas. the kids will be going overseas to see their grandparents the day after christmas and that's when I plan to move my **** out. I'll talk to Joe when he gets back. But i'm trying to keep it status quo for another week at least. i don't want my **** ruining christmas anymore so than it already has.


And i mean, I love my wife. I always will,. I love her from the bottom of my heart. I just want to live with and have sex with someone else on a daily basis. I mean we're ovbiousliy going to have good bye break up sex I see this now there is no getting around it.

well, the richer you are, the more she can take, so yes, please, brag. guess you don't get it, you have 20 mill, she can get half, especially if you made most or all of it after you married her. courts will not look favorably on you, you're the guy. I'm sure you know that and I'm sure you don't need people you don't know commenting on the status of your life and the decisions you've made. most people here, they think you're dumb. dumb decision, dumb reasoning, so for someone rich, you must have stepped in it, because there's no way you got rich off of the dumb decisions and reasoning you're putting on display here.

 

[exhausted]

If your kids were most important you would NOT have put yourself first for some pvssy and destroyed the family and their lives.
Same with your wife.
That's not true love.
Be rich.
Cheat.
Act like an emotional junior high girl finding her first bf but don't lie to us about it. You are what's important, no one else.

It's cool, you are a narcissist.
Do you.
And fuch up evrything in your path as every npd does. Just don't expect us to support you.
Enjoy.

 

[Augustus_McCrae]

If you value your family and your children at all, stop and think man. Stop and think. You are risking doing irreparable damage to your relationship with your children.

And it sounds like she’s a potential BPD/narcissist. Do yourself a favor and read up on it. She might be love bombing you.

STOP. THINK.

-Augustus-

 

[backbreaker]

I made my money at least what I would be worried about her taking, years before she came in the picture she's not entitled to it or the house. There is a reason why I have always paid preached to take care of u before u try to bring a woman in your life. She's entitled to half my **** from the day we started living together but not the house not my savings. I don't always think with my **** lol

With that said shell be taken care of of for Bo reason other than my kids will be living with her but if money is all I got to give to get what I want **** it lol.


I might sell the house and split it with her that's too much house when I was there it's 5 bedrooms. I used one as a office and we used three rooms.



What I would like to do I don't know if I can, I want to sell the house, and I'll split it with her and buy a 3 bed room house our of my own pocket, but put it in a trust or something to where it goes to my youngest daughter when she graduates college. So my wife can live there rent free for Bout 19 more years.

 

[backbreaker]

If your kids were most important you would NOT have put yourself first for some pvssy and destroyed the family and their lives.
Same with your wife.
That's not true love.
Be rich.
Cheat.
Act like an emotional junior high girl finding her first bf but don't lie to us about it. You are what's important, no one else.

It's cool, you are a narcissist.
Do you.
And fuch up evrything in your path as every npd does. Just don't expect us to support you.
Enjoy.

ain't you the same dude that was cheating on his wife and cursing her out / abusing her lol?


i told myself when i got clean 13 years ago, i would always do what i wanted to do and not what everyone thought i should be doing. i started using because i was miserable and hated my life. and at the end of the day, peop,e want you to do what they want you to do for their own selfish reasons, no one truly cares about your happiness because if they did, they would tell you to do whatever makes you happy. bad **** in life is going to happen you can't avoid it no matter the decisions you make. but i will be damned if i ever live another day not doing exactly what i want. it doesn't make sense to some. but i know what the alternative is for me. then i'd start staying out and not wanting to come home. i'm already depressive by nature and take meds for it. then i'd start going to bars looking for *****s lol. then i would start driving around the wrong neighboorhoods. next thing you know i''m held up in a hotel with a pistol in my hand again.

It's cool, you are a narcissist.

i'm not a narcissist I'm a DJ

As I have stated more than once, the fountainhead is quite possibly the most important book i ever read in my life. Did the most for my game than any DJ book could have even this forum. To a newbie this would sound stupid. But what that book did for me was.. how can i put this. and i am not saying go pick up the book now, i mean you could but that's not what this post is about... it made my DJ mindset not an act anymore.

DJism in short is nothing more than masculine focused objectivism. It cut through all the bull****, all the mantras, all the tricks and tips.. i want what the fvck i want, because i want it and i don't have to explain myself to anyone nor do i have to feel bad about wanting what i want.

Note what i am saying. I am not promoting or demoting anything (though by nature i am what you would define as an objectivist), i am simply stating that DJism, is in fact objectivism. DJism are the working principles behind objectivism. Think i am pulling **** out my ass? never putting a woman above you. making a woman show you that she is worth your time before before committing, demanding a sexual physical relationship, spinnig plates when you are single, finding hobbies and **** to do while you are not actually on dates or dating, hoing your social skills so you can get more attractive women, betting yourself so that you can get better women easier, if that is not day to day practical practiced objectivism i dont know what is.


towards the end of the book, i will try to explain this without soiling the entire plot of the book.. But Rowarks.. arch nemsis if you want to call him that though he really isn't, Peter keating, is trying to sale Rowark on doing a favor for him, when in his (keatings) mind, there is no real reason he should help him out. and so he is trying to pitch this **** to Rowark and.. again without giving the entire plot away, the thing that could be done is very.. one woudl call humanitarian and noble in nature. so keating is playing this up about how he would be doing a great favor for society.

Rowark basically tells him, dude, i don't' give 2 ****s about society. i give a **** about me. i will help you but not beucase it's the right or noble thing to do i will help you beucase it's in my best interest to do so even though you do not realize it.

To be a DJ, you have to realize one thing first and foremost. And i know already this is going to rub some the wrong way, fvck it lol. Everything i do, is about ME. Even me getting married is in MY best interest. i'm not saying it's not in hers as well but i would not be married if i did not feel it was in y best interest to do so.

To be a true DJ, you must always put you first, and foremost. I don't care about how you think i am being an ******* or cold hearted. i can say I do but i would be doing you a disservice by lying, then would be playing you, i'm not a player. i really do not care. no more than that woman doesn't care that you really want to have sex with her but will dangle that carrot into the end of time and could care less if your needs are or are not being fulfilled. I care about my wife's feelings today, i'm not a cold hearted ass hole but im' not going to sit here and pretend i give 2 ****s about a girl i have seen 3-4 times because i really don't.

if you wish to know what is the best course of action at any time. what is the most DJ thing you can do.. simple, whatever is in your perceived best interest., it's really that simple.

I just actually practice what I preach.

Just don't expect us to support you.

lol you don't support me lol. you want to support me come pay my son's $900 a month private school tutition lol. come pay a bill, come clean up some **** lol. **** give me a cllient lol. i don't give a **** if you approve of my behavior beucase i'm not trying to please you lol.what the **** is pleasing you going to give me but some lotion and a porno at night lol?

 

[exhausted]

ain't you the same dude that was cheating on his wife and cursing her out / abusing her lol?


i told myself when i got clean 13 years ago, i would always do what i wanted to do and not what everyone thought i should be doing. i started using because i was miserable and hated my life. and at the end of the day, peop,e want you to do what they want you to do for their own selfish reasons, no one truly cares about your happiness because if they did, they would tell you to do whatever makes you happy. bad **** in life is going to happen you can't avoid it no matter the decisions you make. but i will be damned if i ever live another day not doing exactly what i want. it doesn't make sense to some. but i know what the alternative is for me. then i'd start staying out and not wanting to come home. i'm already depressive by nature and take meds for it. then i'd start going to bars looking for *****s lol. then i would start driving around the wrong neighboorhoods. next thing you know i''m held up in a hotel with a pistol in my hand again.




i'm not a narcissist I'm a DJ



I just actually practice what I preach.


lol you don't support me lol. you want to support me come pay my son's $900 a month private school tutition lol. come pay a bill, come clean up some **** lol. **** give me a cllient lol. i don't give a **** if you approve of my behavior beucase i'm not trying to please you lol.what the **** is pleasing you going to give me but some lotion and a porno at night lol?

Wtf that ain't me. I'm the opposite.
I did however break a guys back, literally, and his jaw and orbital bone, for getting rough with my little sister about 17 years ago.

I dont abuse or mistreat women and kids.

You go do you and I'll stay on my high horse being better. Good luck.

 

[backbreaker]

update:

so maria has missed her period...

 

[Desdinova]

I'm having difficulty looking away from this train wreck...

 

[Von]

Right, you just came here to share your romantic story. That's what Sosuave is all about! "Tell me more, tell me more, did ya get very far..."

And she's proofreading your posts you say? Come on, whoever this is. The jig is up.

By the way - and everyone take note and check me on this - I live in NYC, and I have never, ever met a Jewish woman named "Maria." It's Miriam. Not saying it's impossible, but think about it.

I've noticed that he ain't answering your post... but everyone else.

Seems a troll and far different from the past writing... maybe she's telling him how to write her.... it's been too long to be a ''one time trolling''

TrainWreck coming

Just make sure it's your kid (unlikely due to the short time frame)

 

[Atom Smasher]

Drama queen. Notice how he has to check in with a brief report of the missed period. It serves no purpose other than to see our reactions.

This guy lives for drama.

 

[Glassguy]

Drama queen. Notice how he has to check in with a brief report of the missed period. It serves no purpose other than to see our reactions.

This guy lives for drama.

Yep. And he isn't rich. I'll bet he is in the poor house. Every very well off person I know would never make such a claim. However I know plenty of middle income people who like to act like they are rich. It's just the way it goes.

For some reason he is rich, he should have bought an education. His grammar and punctuation sucks.

When someone flaunts there money (when we know differently) and their mistress (while seemingly married to a great wife that he is treating poorly), I hope he is taken to the cleaners for what little he does have.

Good luck looking your kids in the eye after you ruin your family dude.

 

[user43770]

Drama queen. Notice how he has to check in with a brief report of the missed period. It serves no purpose other than to see our reactions.

This guy lives for drama.

backbreaker's stories have always been outlandish.

 

[Dust 2 Dust]

If this thread was created by a new member I would have written it off as troll job. Backbreaker's posts sound like they're being written by a 15 year old boy giddy over his first girlfriend. Truth is stranger than fiction.

 

[Reyaj]

I rarely follow or keep up with anyone here. Isn't Backbreaker the guy who made a fortune from horse racing?

Regardless he is wrong about Maria being the one, I just got done having her and she wasn't all that...

 

[highSpeed]

update:

so maria has missed her period...

so c'mon, now I know you're trolling.