chancer
Senior Don Juan
I went to an upscale bar today, which was cool, there were a lot of girls. But i didn't talk to any. I said hi, met a few, but didn't game any of them. Although I didn't origenally plan to go to this bar, I left the place hating myself.
What i was most interested in that night was a girl i hooked up with a while ago. She was in town, so i called her up after we left the place and met at another bar. We went to her friends house and chilled for a bit. I took her to a room and started macking. But didn't have a condom.
I felt super lame for asking her for one. So she went and got one from her roommate. She hid it in her bra and I called her out on it. But she continued to say that there was no condom. And that she didn't want to have sex. Even though I got her completely naked. BTW she pulled the same bull**** last time too!
Then she asked me what number I was... how many girls i've been with... Why do they ask that? Anyway I told her enough and that was it. Then later she makes this comment of how i don't get laid or something. So i questioned her, what was that? Finally I'm pissed so I start getting dressed. Luckily i only knocked over a box of junk. Then she asks if I'm pissed. I don't say anything so she comes over and gives me the condom and says, "you can use it on someone else". I laugh, throw it at her. lol. And leave without saying anything.
I haven't been this heated for a long time. I came home and tried to go to sleep, but couldn't. There was so much tention in my arms, I felt like punching the walls or something. But I didn't. I couldn't go to sleep, so i went for a morning hike (which helped).
It's extremely frustrating because I thought my game was getting better. Forget about this girl, but i don't know what to do. You can imagin how ****ing pissed i am. All of these negative thoughts of flooding my head. It's like I want to just give up... ****!
What i was most interested in that night was a girl i hooked up with a while ago. She was in town, so i called her up after we left the place and met at another bar. We went to her friends house and chilled for a bit. I took her to a room and started macking. But didn't have a condom.
I felt super lame for asking her for one. So she went and got one from her roommate. She hid it in her bra and I called her out on it. But she continued to say that there was no condom. And that she didn't want to have sex. Even though I got her completely naked. BTW she pulled the same bull**** last time too!
Then she asked me what number I was... how many girls i've been with... Why do they ask that? Anyway I told her enough and that was it. Then later she makes this comment of how i don't get laid or something. So i questioned her, what was that? Finally I'm pissed so I start getting dressed. Luckily i only knocked over a box of junk. Then she asks if I'm pissed. I don't say anything so she comes over and gives me the condom and says, "you can use it on someone else". I laugh, throw it at her. lol. And leave without saying anything.
I haven't been this heated for a long time. I came home and tried to go to sleep, but couldn't. There was so much tention in my arms, I felt like punching the walls or something. But I didn't. I couldn't go to sleep, so i went for a morning hike (which helped).
It's extremely frustrating because I thought my game was getting better. Forget about this girl, but i don't know what to do. You can imagin how ****ing pissed i am. All of these negative thoughts of flooding my head. It's like I want to just give up... ****!