Wow what am I doing?

[PRMoon]

prmoon - if you have ****ed enough random girls in ur life already, then serious LTR is the only way to go for you!

problem is, THIS girl would really mess you up in the long run, look at my post from before in this thread

Skip thanks for the advice and your points in your previous post have been duelly noted. The thing is, I need to come to my own conclusions about the situation. For now at least, it's not going to kill me to spend a little more time with this girl and get the full picture, like questions about her ex the father. I guess this is the first really REAL "adult relationship I've been in and I have to crash course my way through it.

In anyevent you're right I could be making a HUGE mistake, but if so then it's mine to make and I'm definately one of those people who has to learn the hard way...through my own experience, otherwise it won't sink in. There's something different about hypothetical suffering and ACTUAL suffering that triggers learning in me (and I susspect alot of people). Either way I think I'm going to brave this one, other wise it'll be like the other relationshps that didn't act on. The thoughts of what could have been will stick with me for years to come and eat at me like a cancer.