Wow I Got Lead On And I Don't Even Care...Most Pathetic Story Ever

[BBX]

I don't even know why i'm posting this. Maybe its because I have nothing better to do 2 am. Do what u wish on this, vibe with me, bash me, I don't even care. Damn I thought I had it in the bag too.

So some girl I didn't kno adds me on myspace. Goes to my school, I thought she was pretty hot yadda yadda yadda. So i'm like, why not make something out of this. I comment her saying i donno, whatup sexiii random myspace girl. Something like that and i get a response, respones turn into aim, aim turns into her giving me her number without asking. lol and then i met her in person and the first time was kinda awkward but then it settled.

I knew her for what?, 4 days, asked her to homecomming. Yes I tasted the oneitis bug and that could be what fuked me over. She texted me a lotttttttt, and she acted like she liked me in the little time I spent with her during the week before homecomming.

So I walk into homecomming like I walk into any party, overly confident for some reason. So i'm with these indie kids that i've always been good friends with and they were telling me crap they knew on this girl. She has a brother in my grade whos the biggest loser in my grade, weird creepy ass kid thats like nearly retarted. Wow she dropped sooo many points on the hot scale from that. And I also learn shes a wanna be slut.

Ok so lets get to the point. I see her there, give her a hug whateva whateva, and then i'm standing there and shes like your kinda short (i'm 5'9!!!!). Then, shes not being all that responsive to me, just like being around her friends all the time and i'm like wtffff and whenever i was like lets dance to her she was like noooo. wtffffff. so im like fuk that and i dance with other girls just to pass the time. lollllll, it was like my **** took the day off, grinding with these girls felt like the same as looking at naked men. My confidence was 200%, my hornyness was like at 0.

So then im like this girl is retarted but i see her again and im like for the last time lets dance bit<h i fukin asked u out and shes still like nooooo. So I just hang around her and whoever else she was with and then she starts dancing with this guy she was kinda sorta hanging around with. And I was like whaaaa. God u shoulda seen this kid, this short, fat, ugly ass freshman kid. He had to be a head shorter than this girl, and guess what, like a minute later there all over eachother with me standing like right there. And then she has the nerve to text me right after saying im sorry..thats why i didnt dance with u..i like that other dude. wtfffff.

So I get the fuk away and atleast my friend was getting some drinks and having a mini party at his house but noppppe. He got ripped off and the ass fuk he trusted took his money and ripped his ass off. One of the worst days ever. How did this happen?????? I do kno one thing tho, no more using myspace to get girls, beacuse the quality ones arent gonna respond to whatup sexiii random myspace girl./ughhh

 

[Kev07]

myspace sucks.. and it really seems like you are too good for that girl, and shes going to get something coming to her soon enough.

 

[BBX]

yea my fist in her face

 

[BBX]

And to add to this, i'd also like to say I hit my breaking point. I now don't care anymore, like the switch turned off. I've been there done that, had my high points, had my low points, like for some reason I have no intrest in going out of my way to get with girls anymore. I feel like i've gotten all the experence I ever needed and put myself in the line of fire a lot this whole past year. And now and like meh. Like it dosent intrest me anymore.

lol, i was talking to we all eat food, a negro on this site lol and he said some real sh.t right here. He said if you try to plan things out, it will never happen that way. Everything that happens is pretty much the opposite of what you thought will mostly with girls but for really a lot of crap.

Never in a million years did I expect her to hook up with a fukkin umpha lumpha over me, never. Its random, so therefore, i don't care. Let them come to me, not the other way around. I now have all the good and bad exprence I ever needed so im not gonna be unsure about little bull crap issues like omggg she texted me im gonna wait 5 hours to text back to show im a challenge.

I'm serious, once you try all this dj stuff and compleatly murder a low comfort zone with girls and get experence, it becomes just, wow its so pointless. I know a lot of the time I say these things and its just how i feel in the moment right now and tommarrow im gonna be humping a dog or something lolllllll, but thats the way it is. Please, all these losers on this site, mr. confidence, etc etc, girls arent some end all be all solution, there all just dumb slvts and you just get bored of them.

 

[Kev07]

btw, please tell me she paid for her own ticket, text back now, just don't be friendly, don't ignore it will seem like she owned you

 

[BBX]

yea she paid for her own ticket haha and i kinda agree on what u said. ill be like, hows your short fat and rediciously ugly bf doing?

 

[channiez]

lol, almost exactly the same thing happened to me.

basically, I met a girl at a party - then exchanged a few messages on MySpace, got the digits and met her in town. had a good time, I honestly thought she was into me - but then at another party which we was both at, she kissed someone else.

then i met her at another party and i was purposely ignoring her and being 'off', and then she talks to me on MSN saying 'we should clear the air' - saying that she didnt wanna lead me on.

and yeh, like yourself - it has very much put me off the whole process of gettin a girlfriend. i think im just gonna enjoy myself and focus on more casual encounters, if you know what I mean. i think you should do the same man

 

[Raikojo17]

man, i kno wat u mean, except for the whole gettin bored of girls thing,lol. i had an experience jus like yours where i girls that like'd me before went to homecomin wit me and jus blew me off completely, so i jus played date stealer too. now me an her dont talk, and we we're fightin, cuz she's a total B*tch!!!!! U did the right thing, dont take no crap from women.

 

[Kidd]

Seriously, stop *****ing.

So what, a girl chose some guy over you. You cant get em all. Make the best of it and move on.