January 29th, 2012
Last night I met up with the handcuff girl and we walked down to the marina and she had her camera. We were taking pictures. It was fun. But I didn't make a move for some ****ing reason.
Lots of good kino... but I just couldn't kiss her. Didn't feel there was a right moment. Maybe the "moment" idea is bull**** and I should make the moment myself.
Damn.
That's something I really need to work on too. Just escalating. That is my #1 problem.
So kinda bummed. And trying to figure out why escalation is such a problem. It's really easy when the girl is receptive to that energy. And I didn't see many IOI's so, maybe her interest has left.
Oh well. Next.
On the upside, really digging guitar. Playing everyday. Already getting much better.
Last night I met up with the handcuff girl and we walked down to the marina and she had her camera. We were taking pictures. It was fun. But I didn't make a move for some ****ing reason.
Lots of good kino... but I just couldn't kiss her. Didn't feel there was a right moment. Maybe the "moment" idea is bull**** and I should make the moment myself.
Damn.
That's something I really need to work on too. Just escalating. That is my #1 problem.
So kinda bummed. And trying to figure out why escalation is such a problem. It's really easy when the girl is receptive to that energy. And I didn't see many IOI's so, maybe her interest has left.
Oh well. Next.
On the upside, really digging guitar. Playing everyday. Already getting much better.