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Don Juan
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- Jan 15, 2006
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I wasn't expecting this.
About 10 months ago this girl sorta fvcked me over. We weren't a couple or anything like that, just had this back and forth thing for a couple years. She told me she just wanted to be friends a few days after the one time we had sex, I said no, she said she wanted to talk about it. A month of me trying to put some distance between us, and her always being the one to contact me, later, I find out she's fvkcing one of my friends. Still trying to string me along the entire time, mind you. She even got jealous whenever she saw me talking to other girls, even while she was texting my "friend". She wasn't exactly keeping it a secret, especially towards the end, but she never came out and said it. So I cut her, and him, and his circle of friends off completely after things became glaringly obvious. Actually all I did was delete them off myspace. The horror!
A flurry of increasingly revealing e-mails later, and she gave up on contacting me. Actually, I had to block her. I only saw her once in the time between then. I saw her at a bar, and I quickly left.
I deleted my old myspace thing a bit after all this, but started a new one recently. Mostly to talk to some friends who've moved away. Yesterday morning I received a invite from her to be friends. A few hours later she sent me an e-mail. Pretty simple. Just asking me how I've been, saying we should forgive and forget (I guess I did do a couple of fvked up things to her along the way, like making sexytime with one of her friends after one of her "let's just be friends" speeches a long time ago, then later telling the same friend all the smack she was talking as punishment for making out with some guy in front of me when she was drunk), that we shouldn't be "enemies", and saying "i don't blame you if you aren't interested in another go around". Another go around at what?
To some extent I don't blame her completely for what she did. I was always acting needy around her. Always waiting for her to make a move. Childish headgames. Ect. I remember sometimes standing at her cardoor like a lost dog when she was trying to leave. No wonder she went elsewhere. What a fvkcing nut case I must have seemed. I know I wasn't right in the head during that whole time. I still don't think I deserve everything. All she would have had to do was tell me what was up instead of playing me for a fool.
Anyway, all I did in response was tell her I wanted to think things over. Honestly, I don't think it's healthy to go through life carrying on childish grudges, but I don't want her thinking I'm some pushover anymore either. I don't need her in my life. Life as been pretty much fine ever since. I don't know if she's doing this to feel better about herself, like maybe she feels guilty, or if she just needs an egoboost. Why couldn't she just leave me alone?
About 10 months ago this girl sorta fvcked me over. We weren't a couple or anything like that, just had this back and forth thing for a couple years. She told me she just wanted to be friends a few days after the one time we had sex, I said no, she said she wanted to talk about it. A month of me trying to put some distance between us, and her always being the one to contact me, later, I find out she's fvkcing one of my friends. Still trying to string me along the entire time, mind you. She even got jealous whenever she saw me talking to other girls, even while she was texting my "friend". She wasn't exactly keeping it a secret, especially towards the end, but she never came out and said it. So I cut her, and him, and his circle of friends off completely after things became glaringly obvious. Actually all I did was delete them off myspace. The horror!
A flurry of increasingly revealing e-mails later, and she gave up on contacting me. Actually, I had to block her. I only saw her once in the time between then. I saw her at a bar, and I quickly left.
I deleted my old myspace thing a bit after all this, but started a new one recently. Mostly to talk to some friends who've moved away. Yesterday morning I received a invite from her to be friends. A few hours later she sent me an e-mail. Pretty simple. Just asking me how I've been, saying we should forgive and forget (I guess I did do a couple of fvked up things to her along the way, like making sexytime with one of her friends after one of her "let's just be friends" speeches a long time ago, then later telling the same friend all the smack she was talking as punishment for making out with some guy in front of me when she was drunk), that we shouldn't be "enemies", and saying "i don't blame you if you aren't interested in another go around". Another go around at what?
To some extent I don't blame her completely for what she did. I was always acting needy around her. Always waiting for her to make a move. Childish headgames. Ect. I remember sometimes standing at her cardoor like a lost dog when she was trying to leave. No wonder she went elsewhere. What a fvkcing nut case I must have seemed. I know I wasn't right in the head during that whole time. I still don't think I deserve everything. All she would have had to do was tell me what was up instead of playing me for a fool.
Anyway, all I did in response was tell her I wanted to think things over. Honestly, I don't think it's healthy to go through life carrying on childish grudges, but I don't want her thinking I'm some pushover anymore either. I don't need her in my life. Life as been pretty much fine ever since. I don't know if she's doing this to feel better about herself, like maybe she feels guilty, or if she just needs an egoboost. Why couldn't she just leave me alone?
