There is this woman that I have been attracted to since day one at my job. Started out periodically with eye contact. Either she would stare, look away real quick or wink at me. I always felt what seemed to be a mutual connection about her . but I could never really get a chance to approach her during the work day.
I started asking questions to other guys and finally found out she was married. So to say the least, I was devistated . I decided to join a gym and focus my energy into getting back in shape and forget about her(I had to). Which I did(or thought I did).
Then about 6 months ago we were assigned together on a project. Thats when the Shhhhh really hit the fan. Once we started working side by side. I had no doubts what so ever of a connection between us.
All the indications were there.. Something always about the way she looked at me when we spoke to one another. She would invite me to go out to breakfast and lunch with her. Even wanted to know some work related classes I had signed up for, so she could sign up an go with me . All this time, I thinking in the back of my mind. "What am I doing here? This woman is married. Im setting myself up to get hurt big time here. Yet I found such a strong chemistry between us, I couldnt avoid her. Even when I did, she would come looking for me.
Last month. Our project ended and she is now working on the other end of the building , so now I see very little of her during the days anymore. My thoughts were that was for the best and I should be glad that this happened before I did something I would regret for the rest of my life. But now , I am really having problems trying to get her off my mind. I have not been in but a few relationshps in my life, I know this site hates the word Soul Mate and that it doesnt exist. But there was something her that I had never felt before in my life. ( And great, it has to be a married woman). Am I being tested by god? I have been able to forget about other women before, but there is something about her that I cant shake. Would appreciate some input.
I started asking questions to other guys and finally found out she was married. So to say the least, I was devistated . I decided to join a gym and focus my energy into getting back in shape and forget about her(I had to). Which I did(or thought I did).
Then about 6 months ago we were assigned together on a project. Thats when the Shhhhh really hit the fan. Once we started working side by side. I had no doubts what so ever of a connection between us.
All the indications were there.. Something always about the way she looked at me when we spoke to one another. She would invite me to go out to breakfast and lunch with her. Even wanted to know some work related classes I had signed up for, so she could sign up an go with me . All this time, I thinking in the back of my mind. "What am I doing here? This woman is married. Im setting myself up to get hurt big time here. Yet I found such a strong chemistry between us, I couldnt avoid her. Even when I did, she would come looking for me.
Last month. Our project ended and she is now working on the other end of the building , so now I see very little of her during the days anymore. My thoughts were that was for the best and I should be glad that this happened before I did something I would regret for the rest of my life. But now , I am really having problems trying to get her off my mind. I have not been in but a few relationshps in my life, I know this site hates the word Soul Mate and that it doesnt exist. But there was something her that I had never felt before in my life. ( And great, it has to be a married woman). Am I being tested by god? I have been able to forget about other women before, but there is something about her that I cant shake. Would appreciate some input.
