When do you realize you need psychological help?

[Nobody]

My father told me that women find the most attractive thing in guys a square jaw. Now I realize that guys are the same way, and for whatever reason, I feel like I'm being gay if I like a girl with a square jaw line. I also have this weird feeling that what I'm called to do is be a priest, and I would ****ing hate that. I want to **** a chick right up the arsehole causing her to scream uncontrollably. I just obsess over these little things uncontrollably, and never get them out of my head.


This isn't the only thing. I think I can predict the future. I also overanalyze things way too much. I also enjoy baiting people, but when it becomes a fight, I hate it. Just in general, since I was 5, there's been a weirdness to me, and I always thought there was something eternally within me that is messed up. I'm also 15, so where do I go? I can talk to my parents, but never about this stuff.

 

[penkitten]

what makes you think you can predict the future?

 

[brucevangeorge]

My father told me that women find the most attractive thing in guys a square jaw. Now I realize that guys are the same way, and for whatever reason, I feel like I'm being gay if I like a girl with a square jaw line. I also have this weird feeling that what I'm called to do is be a priest, and I would ****ing hate that. I want to **** a chick right up the arsehole causing her to scream uncontrollably. I just obsess over these little things uncontrollably, and never get them out of my head.


This isn't the only thing. I think I can predict the future. I also overanalyze things way too much. I also enjoy baiting people, but when it becomes a fight, I hate it. Just in general, since I was 5, there's been a weirdness to me, and I always thought there was something eternally within me that is messed up. I'm also 15, so where do I go? I can talk to my parents, but never about this stuff.

Seems to me that you are a little messed up inside. Try some meditation. Try to fix the inner turmoil and find inner balance.

Now I'm not saying for you to become peaceful, and unconfrontational. That won't work either.

Just quit fighting yourself. And for gods sake, get a hold of that imagination of yours! It will ruin you.

 

[Nobody]

what makes you think you can predict the future?

Funny suspicion about 9/11 before I heard about it, I predicted 2 baseball plays in a row. I think I have ESP. I can't control what I get, but I know I think of things before they happen. Happens all the time. Sometimes I get the lotto numbers.

 

[Nobody]

Seems to me that you are a little messed up inside. Try some meditation. Try to fix the inner turmoil and find inner balance.

Now I'm not saying for you to become peaceful, and unconfrontational. That won't work either.

Just quit fighting yourself. And for gods sake, get a hold of that imagination of yours! It will ruin you.

In 4th grade, I took up politics and the stock market up as a hobby. I never really had a childhood because no one in my neighborhood was my age and I was super shy. Instead I found comfort in believing that when I grew up I'd be so much more ahead of everyone.


While everyone at my age is a extreme liberal, I'm a "conservative". I'm also seeking to be popular. I gain knowledge of waht I want fast. My life just feels weird, and I don't know if ya'll go through it too. Like everyone just seems like their life does involve this extreme thought process over little things. If you gave me a math problem, I can figure out a way around it to where I can apply other laws to help me get an answer. I think maybe one of my underlying problem is that I listen to people so much, that I don't let my feelings out enough. I always listen to other peoples lives, when I would love to instead be losing my virginity.


Anyway, Meditation? How do I do that?

 

[penkitten]

well for medication you would need to speak to a conselor or dr or therapist

 

[chickenlegs03]

In 4th grade, I took up politics and the stock market up as a hobby. I never really had a childhood because no one in my neighborhood was my age and I was super shy. Instead I found comfort in believing that when I grew up I'd be so much more ahead of everyone.


While everyone at my age is a extreme liberal, I'm a "conservative". I'm also seeking to be popular. I gain knowledge of waht I want fast. My life just feels weird, and I don't know if ya'll go through it too. Like everyone just seems like their life does involve this extreme thought process over little things. If you gave me a math problem, I can figure out a way around it to where I can apply other laws to help me get an answer. I think maybe one of my underlying problem is that I listen to people so much, that I don't let my feelings out enough. I always listen to other peoples lives, when I would love to instead be losing my virginity.


Anyway, Meditation? How do I do that?

wow, everything you've said so far in this thread reminds me so much of how i used to be. i still have some of those feelings though.

the esp thing is weird...

...one time i really wanted my little sister to get in a minor fender-bender car accident, just so she could experience the "dangers of driving." that one night, i really thought about it hard. the next day it happened...EXACTLY as i had visualized it to happen. even in the same exact location! it remains to this day one of the weirdest things that i have no idea how to explain to anyone.

i just have avoided thinking so hard about anything.

although, i've also had dreams about plane crashes, and woke up the next day to read about it in the news...with details that matched my dreams that were waaay to unreal for anyone to believe me. my dad is the same way though, so he does believe me.

but anyway, everything else you say is a lot like myself...the whole listening to everyone else and getting overshadowed with their lives and what they are about. that's the story of my life. just now, at age 21 i'm starting to develop a compelling life for myself.

dude, i don't know if there's anything you can do but just wait until you can't take it any more...and you'll have so much anger built up inside that you will change and you just won't give a fvck any more.

 

[chickenlegs03]

well for medication you would need to speak to a conselor or dr or therapist

he asked about "meditation" not "medication"

huge difference.

btw, check out The Power of Now, by Eckhart Tolle. It will give you a very neat perspective on life in general...and some of these thoughts.