When they x-rayed my head in the hospital, the results were positive. No bleeding, no fractures, nothing. I had a few big bruises on my head but its gone now. A few days after, i noticed a loss in short term memory. Its hard to compare my memory before the incident to after it because the loss of memory after it won't let me remember how my memory "was" in the past.
I'm feeling that it might caused loss of speech skills, theres no deformity, i'm confused on where my ego stands. I'm not as happy as i was before. Now I always feel mellow, but i am trying to regain my social skills and try to find what went wrong after this incident.
The biggest concern is that i cannot express my humor/happiness as well and as often as before the incident.
Besides chatting up a couple girls right now, im keeping busy by playing basketball, building up my own business, playing games, staying up late, eating more, working-out. I hang-out with a few friends but they are more of a follower than a leader. So I'm hoping to find people like me and chill with. Its hard find good friends these days.
I'm chatting up a few girls but im at the point where they say "maybe" to a date, and in girl talk that means no. When they say they'll call me back, they don't.
I can blame it on the loss of memory, blame it on the lack of good friends, or blame it on something for nothing. But instead of doing that im seeking advice on how to get back to the man that i used to be, happy and full of life.
