anyway, i have this chick right, i mean she says she loves me. k lemme give u a background of what she's like. she's over dramatic n likes to push peoples buttons especially mine. she'l say sumthing nice then sumthing totally off the map. she says she loves me yet id speak to her n she'l say she cant talk to me cos she doesnt have anything 2 say 2 me n if she tells me sumthing i end up lecturing her. fok all i do is sympathize and try to understand her n make her see the bright side of it. she even says she thankful that i try 2 make her see the positive cos i am optimistic naturally. but i dnt get it, y give me such mixed signals. k fair enuff we cant date cos we had abit of a run in with drugs n her mother lol.
like now for example, she fones n i start busting her n shes like every1s gettn on her nerves n im annoying n i mus jus go do my work n she puts the fone down. so i fone back n im like why u such a drama queen n blah blah n she jus acts weird n says stupid things then she tells me again go do my work so i tell her **** off if u dnt want 2 speak 2 me n i cut the call.
so y the hell does she deliberately say stupid things that contradict how she feels unless he maybe tells me her feelings wen she is vulnerable o looking for attention. i honestly dnt get it with this chick, maybe she takes me for granted n thinks im a toy she can easily push cos wen i push back she'l get angry or frustrated. like she'l say im an idiot n ill say "but u cant resist ur attraction for me" then she'l b like shutup dnt make urself feel important n i'll b like "i dont, i got u 2 do it 4 me" then she'l say sumthing stupid lol. but wat the hell do i do? i wana make her desire me but i think i get 2 wussy at times n she senses it n pushes my buttons.
like now for example, she fones n i start busting her n shes like every1s gettn on her nerves n im annoying n i mus jus go do my work n she puts the fone down. so i fone back n im like why u such a drama queen n blah blah n she jus acts weird n says stupid things then she tells me again go do my work so i tell her **** off if u dnt want 2 speak 2 me n i cut the call.
so y the hell does she deliberately say stupid things that contradict how she feels unless he maybe tells me her feelings wen she is vulnerable o looking for attention. i honestly dnt get it with this chick, maybe she takes me for granted n thinks im a toy she can easily push cos wen i push back she'l get angry or frustrated. like she'l say im an idiot n ill say "but u cant resist ur attraction for me" then she'l b like shutup dnt make urself feel important n i'll b like "i dont, i got u 2 do it 4 me" then she'l say sumthing stupid lol. but wat the hell do i do? i wana make her desire me but i think i get 2 wussy at times n she senses it n pushes my buttons.
