what ever happend to "THAT" chick

[ScrewIt]

for me, she's stuck in my old college while i transferred out...kind of ironic but interesting at the same time. kind of gullable she was, at the time i spoke my words about its what you make out of your education (in reality our uni was crappy) which i did believe. overtime my views changed of the college and transferred to a better one...while she remained in the old one.

once every 3-4 months she'll either email me or call to see what im up to, and usually ill meet up to catch up or whatever. Whatever her agenda is, to get into my pants or get me to return to her and shower her with attention...i dont know.
The last time we got in contact, she was playing damn games. she still got issues, if we're acquantances...there IS NO point for games.

I know she somewhat resents me for being a hypocrite about the education over uni thing...but to hell with her, not my fault she took into consideration my words.

Regardless i know she's still single for unknown reasons.

 

[DJ Rook]

I don't know exactly what's going on with mine and I really don't care...I do miss her... but I haven't spent any real time with her in 5 months. I spoke to her on the phone earlier this week. Just called her at work to tell her that I knew her birthday was on wed. that I do miss her and that I do love her. She said the same. I didn't call her on her birthday. DJ Rook plays second fiddle to NO ONE. She's got a boyfriend, and that's all she'll have. She's always asking mutual friends about me, I'll tell her I love her, but I also love myself enough to not put up with stupid ass situations. I don't call her cell. I don't ask about her. I don't see her. But I do want her to know that I love her, and that's the truth. It ****s with her head, and this ***** is going to suffer. I wasted too long of my life treating her like gold while she treated me like ****. She knows she ****ed up, and she's gotta grovel to get me back into her life. I'll bang her then leave, and I'll keep doing it until she just can't take it anymore.

 

[backbreaker]

then why do you love her?

You are not NOT talking to her because you don't want to talk to her, you aren't talking to her becuase you are playing a role a guy that has moved on, and you haven't.

Now granted, love is love. I was with a girl for a year. Tossed around the idea, breifly of getting married.

We aren't together anymore. No grudges, no hard feelings. In fact I am amazed at how easily we both moved on.
We talk often, not THAT often.. maybe 1-2 times a month, just to see what each other are doing. And I am sure if I wanted her back I could get her, but I don't want her and she has moved on and I am 150% happy for her in that regard.. her and I weren't going to work out.

With all that said, do I care about her? I'd be lying if I said no. I mean, loving someone, and I honeslty don't think I loved her, but nevertheless, I care about her alot. To this day, at times she is in my mind.. however, loving someone and knowing this is the person for you are two different things.

There was a time when she tried to convince me of getting back with her.. and did a damn good job, but in the end, I explained to her that although we both still care about each other, it takes more than that to have a successful relationship